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My husband and I going through some struggles with our marriage. He's a soldier and just returned home from Afghanistan. During the time he was gone, I didn't care about him like I should have and was talking to other men and lying to him and about him to these men and to my family. I was in a dark place in my life and allowed Satan to guide me instead of turning to our Lord Jesus Christ and communicating with my husband. My husband is now wanting to divorce me because he can't trust me anymore and doesn't care to know the truth and he says that he's still in love with me but will never allow himself to be with me again. I know how much I've hurt him and I'm desperately trying to change. I don't want to be the person that I used to be. I pray that some day my husband will see that I have turned to God to fix myself, that I'm sorry for everything I've done to him and all the lies, that I want him and only him in mine and my son's life. I pray that God soften his heart and his stubbornness and that he will one day come back to me and tell me that he forgives me for what I did and that we can work things out because he loves me and because he believes that we can make it with time and hard work. I am so sorry for everything I've done and not appreciating him or thanking him and turning away from God when I needed Him most.
My husband is supposed to come and get some things today. I pray that God speak to him and that when he gets here, he has a change of heart and tells me that we can make this work. In Jesus' name keep Satan out of our marriage! Allow me to follow You, Lord, and to leave this marriage up to you even though I am afraid because I don't know what is Your will and want this to work so badly. Watch over my husband on his travels to our home and please speak to him Father. We can make this work if he would just allow himself to see that. I will not give up!
My husband is supposed to come and get some things today. I pray that God speak to him and that when he gets here, he has a change of heart and tells me that we can make this work. In Jesus' name keep Satan out of our marriage! Allow me to follow You, Lord, and to leave this marriage up to you even though I am afraid because I don't know what is Your will and want this to work so badly. Watch over my husband on his travels to our home and please speak to him Father. We can make this work if he would just allow himself to see that. I will not give up!

Please pray that The Lord speak to my husband and cast all the evil out of his heart and our marriage. God please show him the way and soften his heart. Allow him to forgive me and to forget all the heartache I've caused him. Father, allow me to forgive myself for what I've put him through. I love him more than anything and just want to be a family again and to have a long and loving marriage with him! In Jesus name I pray! Amen!