Pray for my ###

[Michelle]

My husband left my daughter and I 6 weeks ago. He works at a strip club (but is trying to find a new job) and has made "friends" with many strippers. He is here for the weekend for our daughter's birthday. I just read his text messages to 4 different girls. One he's trying to make plans with for next weekend. Another he called beautiful. We are supposed to start Christian marriage counseling through my church on Tuesday.

I pray our Heavenly Father can keep him faithful. If it is not God's will that ### be faithful, I pray that God gives me the strength to forgive. I pray that it is God's will to save our marriage and that we can one day be a Christian family. Please pray for my 8 year old daughter who is hurting so much. Please pray for me to have the strength, wisdom, and courage to carry out God's plan for me. Please pray for my husband's heart, mind, and soul. Please pray that God can bring him home to his family, where he belongs.

We are headed out the door to go camping. It is what our daughter wanted to do for her birthday. I hurt so much and hope to find the strength to get through the next three days. It is going to be so difficult to be around him and not be able to act as his wife. I need prayers for strength. I also pray that we can reconnect this weekend on a spiritual level. I pray God will let him see that his family is more fulfilling than the life he is trying to lead. We have been together 10 years. We had a beautiful marriage up until 2 years ago when he was fired from his job as a police officer. He has struggled with his identity since then. He will be 36 in August and part of me feels he is having an early mid-life crisis.

I'm rambling..sorry. I'm just so torn.

Thank you for listening and praying. I will check in when I return on Monday.

God Bless All.

 

[Angeline]

Heavenly Father, I pray that You would sustain ### this weekend with Your comforting love. I pray that You would touch her husband with Your salvation Grace, that he may truly find You in his heart and want to live Your way. I ask this in Jesus Name. Amen

 

[Dion]

LORD pls be with ### and her family pls bring them back together and restore this marriage and family. And most of all I pray when they go to counseling her and her husband will be able to understand each other's needs and wants. Praise God that they both are going to marriage counseling. It will work with God's blessing and prayer. In Jesus' name, amen.

 

[melissa00]

###, I am praying for you. My heart aches for you. May Jesus be surrounding you with His love this weekend. May the Lord give you a peaceful and joyful weekend. Lord, heal the broken pieces in this union between ###, ### and child. May it be to Your glory, Lord Jesus! Amen!

 

[MIGZ1]

Holy Father, please forgive the sins, and iniquities of ### and of ###. I too ask that you cleanse them of their sins and iniquities on a daily basis with the blood of Jesus. I too ask that you please fill their hearts with love-for one another. I pray this to you God, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

 

[K-J]

Father, please place Yourself in the midst of ###'s marriage. Place strength and faithful conviction in the heart of her husband, helping him to honor his marriage vows and commitment to his family. Push away all of the lustful temptation of his current work environment. Lead him to a respectable job with a salary that provides for all of their needs. Help bind their hearts together once again in Christian love, and please bless their daughter with a beautiful birthday. We place it all in Your hands Father and thank you for the answers You are sending. Amen.

 

[Michelle]

Thank you and Bless you all for your prayers.

I am sitting here hysterically crying. I cannot function today. I feel so overwhelmed. I miss him so much.

The camping trip was good. I struggled at first because it was so hard to be near him and not be able to touch him. The first day he kind of had an attitude about him like he was making it clear to me he did not want to be there. On Sunday morning he woke up grumpy because the air mattresses deflated and he did not even wish our daughter Happy Birthday. I asked him to step outside and told him that I wanted him to take us home to get my car and he was free to leave. I had full intentions of making my little girl's birthday happy with or without him there. He immediately snapped out of his mood and showed us a beautiful day. He rented a boat and we fished all day long. He called me "honey" numerous times throughout the day and I felt as if we were our "old" selves.

This morning we left early because of the pouring rain. After putting away the camping gear he got ready to leave. Right before he left I went in the bedroom and locked the door because I could not stop crying. He quietly told me through the door he had to work tomorrow night, but to please reschedule our counseling for Wednesday night. You would think I would be hopeful about counseling. Early on he refused to go to counseling and then a few weeks ago changed his mind. He swears it is not to reconcile. I have no clue as to why he is going to church counseling with me. He knows the Pastor plans on it being a full course of marriage counseling that can last for months and he says that is fine.

On our trip he would talk about future things. Example, we talked about future fishing trips and he even made a comment "I wonder if we can write this trip off on our taxes for therapy". Again, I want to be hopeful, but TERRIFIED of false hope.

I feel guilty because people are suffering MAJOR crisis and I am worried about my husband leaving me. I struggle that my prayers are not as important. I hurt so bad though. My daughter hurts so bad. She woke up screaming last night and it took us 45 minutes to calm her down. She kept making sure that we were both there.

I keep telling myself to be strong and hold onto the fact that our Lord is faithful. I need to find the grace to let his plan unfold on his terms, not mine. I pray for strength, wisdom, patience, and courage. I pray for my marriage to be saved and my family to be one day whole again.

I just want to stop crying.

 

[Matthew 1]

God I know it is your will for ### to be faithful it says it in your word. I pray victory in this marriage and may they only seek you through this. I know this family may have went down a wrong path but you are faithful to forgive our sins if we ask. May they forgive their trespassers so you may forgive them. I thank you for loving us and never leaving us. God help her to see that you are an abundant God and you will supply all of our needs through your riches in Glory. Amen

 

[melissa00]

Lord, be with ###'s as she copes with this situation. Grant her peace and tranquility as she waits upon Your in progress work to finish. Amen, Jesus!

 

[MIGZ1]

Pray this. I already prayed it for you.

Holy Father, forgive ### of his/her sins and iniquities.

I too request that you please cleanse ### of his/her sins and iniquities

with the blood of Jesus. Forgive ### everyday of the sins that he/she will commit Lord. I pray this to you God, in the name of Jesus amen.