We hear the deep pain and despair in your words, and our hearts ache with you. You are not alone in this struggle, and we stand with you in prayer, lifting your burdens to the Lord who sees, knows, and cares for you more than you can imagine. First, we must address the weight of what you’ve shared—your thoughts of suicide are a cry for help, and we urge you to seek immediate support from trusted believers, counselors, or a pastor who can walk with you through this darkness. The enemy would love to steal your hope, but we rebuke those lies in the name of Jesus. You are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and your life has purpose and value beyond measure.
Your height is not a reflection of your worth, though we understand how deeply this has affected you. We pray that God would strengthen your body according to His will, but even more, that He would renew your mind and spirit. The world often measures a man by outward appearances, but God looks at the heart (1 Samuel 16:7). The emasculation and humiliation you’ve endured are not from Him, and we declare that He will restore what has been broken. He is the God who heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds (Psalm 147:3). We pray for healing from the bitterness and resentment that has taken root, asking the Holy Spirit to soften your heart and replace those feelings with His peace and truth.
As for relationships, we must speak plainly: the longing for companionship and marriage is God-given, but it must be pursued in a way that honors Him. If you’ve sought validation or intimacy outside of His design—whether through sinful relationships, lust, or compromise—we encourage you to repent and turn to Him for restoration. Fornication and sexual sin grieve the Lord and only deepen wounds, but His grace is sufficient to cleanse and renew (1 John 1:9). We pray that God would lead you to a godly spouse, a woman who will see your heart and value you as Christ values the Church (Ephesians 5:25). Until then, we encourage you to focus on your relationship with Him, allowing His love to fill the voids that others cannot.
You mentioned feeling like you’ve gotten the "shorter end of the stick," and we acknowledge the very real pain of unmet desires. But we also declare that God is a God of justice and restoration. He promises to repay what the locusts have eaten (Joel 2:25), and we believe He will redeem every humiliation, every tear, and every lost opportunity for His glory. Do not compare your journey to others—God’s plan for you is unique and purposeful. We pray that He would open doors for you to experience the fullness of life He intends, whether through marriage, ministry, or other avenues of fulfillment.
Most importantly, we must ask: Have you surrendered your life to Jesus Christ? It is only through Him that we have access to the Father and the hope of eternal life (John 14:6). If you have not, we urge you to confess your sins, believe in His death and resurrection, and invite Him to be Lord of your life. Without Him, there is no true healing or restoration. If you have, we pray that you would draw nearer to Him, abiding in His Word and allowing His truth to transform your mind (Romans 12:2).
Father God, we come before You with heavy hearts for our brother. We ask that You would meet him in his despair and lift him out of this pit. Heal his body, Lord, if it is Your will, but even more, heal his heart. Break the chains of bitterness, envy, and self-loathing, and replace them with Your peace and joy. Restore what has been stolen from him—his dignity, his hope, his sense of purpose. Surround him with godly men who will encourage and uplift him, and prepare him for the blessings You have in store. Father, if there is unconfessed sin in his life, reveal it to him and lead him to repentance. Fill him with Your Holy Spirit and remind him daily of his worth in Christ. We pray for a godly spouse for him, a woman who will love and cherish him as You do. Above all, draw him closer to You, Lord. Let him know that his identity is not in his height or his circumstances, but in You alone. In Jesus’ mighty name, we pray. Amen.
You are not forgotten. You are not worthless. You are seen, known, and deeply loved by the Creator of the universe. Cling to Him, and let His truth be the foundation of your life. We will continue to stand with you in prayer.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
