pray for my emotions and love for Matt

[starlightsofheaven]

I am with a man whom is playing emotinal games with me. He is married, seperated, he was living with his ex girlfriend and her husband which is where his child lives. After 9 months they have told him to move out, so now he is going to another friends male, to live for free. He makes good money but drinks every night, and smokes pot. I love him so very much, but I see him free loading off others and he is 43 years old. Im trying to understand. I have spoke with him about moving in he says out of respect for you no I cant I cant afford it. So what tells me is he does not want to pay, but yet he drinks, drugs and has a harley he pays for. Lately he has told me we need to put this relationship on hold for awhile because he does not want to have to answer to me, since he is still married cant afford a divorce might be loosing his job, moving. He tells me he loves me. Of course this emotional up and down comes for at least 3 times in the 6 months i have known him. When I push away by not calling he calls me. When I try to make plans want to see him its to much and only on his terms. I hurt so deeply. I pray that God intervense in Matts life to show him real love from me and God. That drugs and drinking cant offer him. Please help me with my feelings, I feel like I want to die the pain is great, I am a christian Matt is not.

 

[Joyce]

Heavenly Father,

Please give starlightsofheaven wisdom and guidance. May she be able to discern right from wrong, Your will from that which is not You. Please impart Your Holy Spirit to this situation. It is in the name of Jesus I pray. Amen.

 

[silentangel]

Starlightsofheaven - Don't just walk away - RUN! You will never have a satisfying relationship with this man. He will not settle down and be the head of your household. Don't you want a godly man, someone to love you with all their heart, mind and body? Look at this man. He is a looser. He mooches off anyone who will let him. Please give this serious consideration before you waste another day that God has given you.

Lord Jesus, I pray your hand upon this guest. I pray you would open her eyes and let her see the destructive path and the heartache around the corner. Give her wisdom to see clearly and strength to walk away while there is still time. I ask for your mercy and grace. Amen