Shivani India
Prayer Partner
I am 27 years old and on 2 may I would be 28.
As you all know my story and what I have been going through…
A past few days draw me closer to God , I pray , I read bible & I watch videos about Jesus and His miracles m.
God has started working in my life , I am feeling peace.
Today my brother gifted a bike to my dad and I am so so happy… after a long time , I witnessed this great news from my family as you know I live in another city away from them as I wanna get a job and make them proud.
Early morning , while I was returning from breakfast … I saw a bike , bike which the person I love uses and I missed him so much.
You all know , a few days ago ….he decided to part his ways with me due to my emotional reactive and angry behavior ( yes I also started working on that ) , I know …you and I are praying to soften his heart , reach out , talk and restoration of this bond.
The only thing he has which is related with me is the diary I wrote for him.
And the only thing I have is God.
So please …can you please pray for him to open that diary and read again and again , let him see me through Lord’s eyes. Let him feel the love I have for him in my heart. Let him remember all the things I have done for him which no one ever did. Please let my words in that diary soften his heart & forgive me.
Today , I am not complaining , I am feeling that I should ask you to pray
I realized soon I would be 28 years old & I haven’t achieved anything in my life though I have been trying ( trying so hard ) …
I have no job ( I am still unemployed ) , no money of my own in my bank account ( my parents have been providing money ) , no apartment of my own ( yes I own have house of my parents ) , no car ( I have old scooty given by my parents) , no gold , no investment , no money to go on a vacation ( I want to , it’s been too long , I have been feeling stuck in my rituals , I need a break ) , I am not in a relationship ( I have been facing rejection) and delay in my marriage.
I also recognized , instead of complaining , I must be responsible for this & take action.
Yes I have made many mistakes in my life , I talked to God , I am learning from God , I am learning from you all .. this is wonderful community of Godly people & people with growth mindset.
I have started getting to know Him , soon I know my situation would be turned around by Lord.
God will start working in my heart , attitude , mindset , habits , thoughts , feelings , emotions and I know I would be blessed with everything I have ever dreamt of.
Today , I am not here for “ cry for help “ , I am here for you to pray for me so God guides me & help me to build a Godly life.
I am confident , God would provide for me , I just have to surrender. I don’t have to worry about anything. I must put my faith in Him and seek Him.
I expect a miracle & I know I am His beloved daughter …. He has plans for my life.
Pray for me to deliver me from spirit of rejection and delay.
As you all know my story and what I have been going through…
A past few days draw me closer to God , I pray , I read bible & I watch videos about Jesus and His miracles m.
God has started working in my life , I am feeling peace.
Today my brother gifted a bike to my dad and I am so so happy… after a long time , I witnessed this great news from my family as you know I live in another city away from them as I wanna get a job and make them proud.
Early morning , while I was returning from breakfast … I saw a bike , bike which the person I love uses and I missed him so much.
You all know , a few days ago ….he decided to part his ways with me due to my emotional reactive and angry behavior ( yes I also started working on that ) , I know …you and I are praying to soften his heart , reach out , talk and restoration of this bond.
The only thing he has which is related with me is the diary I wrote for him.
And the only thing I have is God.
So please …can you please pray for him to open that diary and read again and again , let him see me through Lord’s eyes. Let him feel the love I have for him in my heart. Let him remember all the things I have done for him which no one ever did. Please let my words in that diary soften his heart & forgive me.
Today , I am not complaining , I am feeling that I should ask you to pray
I realized soon I would be 28 years old & I haven’t achieved anything in my life though I have been trying ( trying so hard ) …
I have no job ( I am still unemployed ) , no money of my own in my bank account ( my parents have been providing money ) , no apartment of my own ( yes I own have house of my parents ) , no car ( I have old scooty given by my parents) , no gold , no investment , no money to go on a vacation ( I want to , it’s been too long , I have been feeling stuck in my rituals , I need a break ) , I am not in a relationship ( I have been facing rejection) and delay in my marriage.
I also recognized , instead of complaining , I must be responsible for this & take action.
Yes I have made many mistakes in my life , I talked to God , I am learning from God , I am learning from you all .. this is wonderful community of Godly people & people with growth mindset.
I have started getting to know Him , soon I know my situation would be turned around by Lord.
God will start working in my heart , attitude , mindset , habits , thoughts , feelings , emotions and I know I would be blessed with everything I have ever dreamt of.
Today , I am not here for “ cry for help “ , I am here for you to pray for me so God guides me & help me to build a Godly life.
I am confident , God would provide for me , I just have to surrender. I don’t have to worry about anything. I must put my faith in Him and seek Him.
I expect a miracle & I know I am His beloved daughter …. He has plans for my life.
Pray for me to deliver me from spirit of rejection and delay.


