Shivani India
Humble Prayer Partner
I am ### years old and on 2 May I would be ###.
As you all know my story and what I have been going through…
A past few days draw me closer to God, I pray, I read the Bible & I watch videos about Jesus and His miracles.
God has started working in my life, I am feeling peace.
Today my brother gifted a bike to my dad and I am so so happy… after a long time, I witnessed this great news from my family as you know I live in another city away from them as I wanna get a job and make them proud.
Early morning, while I was returning from breakfast… I saw a bike, bike which the person I love uses and I missed him so much.
You all know, a few days ago… he decided to part his ways with me due to my emotional reactive and angry behavior (yes I also started working on that). I know… you and I are praying to soften his heart, reach out, talk and restoration of this bond.
The only thing he has which is related with me is the diary I wrote for him.
And the only thing I have is God.
So please… can you please pray for him to open that diary and read again and again, let him see me through Lord’s eyes. Let him feel the love I have for him in my heart. Let him remember all the things I have done for him which no one ever did. Please let my words in that diary soften his heart & forgive me.
Today, I am not complaining, I am feeling that I should ask you to pray
I realized soon I would be ### years old & I haven’t achieved anything in my life though I have been trying (trying so hard)…
I have no job (I am still unemployed), no money of my own in my bank account (my parents have been providing money), no apartment of my own (yes I own have house of my parents), no car (I have old scooty given by my parents), no gold, no investment, no money to go on a vacation (I want to, it’s been too long, I have been feeling stuck in my rituals, I need a break), I am not in a relationship (I have been facing rejection) and delay in my marriage.
I also recognized, instead of complaining, I must be responsible for this & take action.
Yes I have made many mistakes in my life, I talked to God, I am learning from God, I am learning from you all… this is a wonderful community of Godly people & people with growth mindset.
I have started getting to know Him, soon I know my situation would be turned around by the Lord.
God will start working in my heart, attitude, mindset, habits, thoughts, feelings, emotions and I know I would be blessed with everything I have ever dreamt of.
Today, I am not here for “cry for help”, I am here for you to pray for me so God guides me & help me to build a Godly life.
I am confident, God would provide for me, I just have to surrender. I don’t have to worry about anything. I must put my faith in Him and seek Him.
I expect a miracle & I know I am His beloved daughter… He has plans for my life.
Pray for me to deliver me from the spirit of rejection and delay.
As you all know my story and what I have been going through…
A past few days draw me closer to God, I pray, I read the Bible & I watch videos about Jesus and His miracles.
God has started working in my life, I am feeling peace.
Today my brother gifted a bike to my dad and I am so so happy… after a long time, I witnessed this great news from my family as you know I live in another city away from them as I wanna get a job and make them proud.
Early morning, while I was returning from breakfast… I saw a bike, bike which the person I love uses and I missed him so much.
You all know, a few days ago… he decided to part his ways with me due to my emotional reactive and angry behavior (yes I also started working on that). I know… you and I are praying to soften his heart, reach out, talk and restoration of this bond.
The only thing he has which is related with me is the diary I wrote for him.
And the only thing I have is God.
So please… can you please pray for him to open that diary and read again and again, let him see me through Lord’s eyes. Let him feel the love I have for him in my heart. Let him remember all the things I have done for him which no one ever did. Please let my words in that diary soften his heart & forgive me.
Today, I am not complaining, I am feeling that I should ask you to pray
I realized soon I would be ### years old & I haven’t achieved anything in my life though I have been trying (trying so hard)…
I have no job (I am still unemployed), no money of my own in my bank account (my parents have been providing money), no apartment of my own (yes I own have house of my parents), no car (I have old scooty given by my parents), no gold, no investment, no money to go on a vacation (I want to, it’s been too long, I have been feeling stuck in my rituals, I need a break), I am not in a relationship (I have been facing rejection) and delay in my marriage.
I also recognized, instead of complaining, I must be responsible for this & take action.
Yes I have made many mistakes in my life, I talked to God, I am learning from God, I am learning from you all… this is a wonderful community of Godly people & people with growth mindset.
I have started getting to know Him, soon I know my situation would be turned around by the Lord.
God will start working in my heart, attitude, mindset, habits, thoughts, feelings, emotions and I know I would be blessed with everything I have ever dreamt of.
Today, I am not here for “cry for help”, I am here for you to pray for me so God guides me & help me to build a Godly life.
I am confident, God would provide for me, I just have to surrender. I don’t have to worry about anything. I must put my faith in Him and seek Him.
I expect a miracle & I know I am His beloved daughter… He has plans for my life.
Pray for me to deliver me from the spirit of rejection and delay.


