Elmoorkeanmor
Disciple of Prayer
Take my hand, precious Lord, lead me on, let me stand, I am tired, I am weak, I am worn. I am thankful that I very much made it to ### for my appointments. I pray that I'll make it home safely. Lord, I pray that you'll continue to keep my family and friends and this world in your loving arms. I have faith in you, and I believe in you with all my heart, mind, body, and soul. Please forgive me for overthinking and my addictions. Lord, I am trying to help myself with my life. My life isn't easy, I am different, and only you know who I am. I pray that you'll have mercy and forgive me for my sins, for I am a sinner. I give my life to you, oh Lord, and I ask that nobody in this WORLD will ever go through this. You gave me this life, and you'll take my life. For you are the beginning and the end. Please, have mercy on everyone in my mind. I seek for you, Lord. I've ruined my life, and I don't know who I am anymore. And I've been the same since I started drinking and doing drugs. Please help me change my bad habits, and hell, I find other things to do, give a sign, I need to find what makes me stop thinking. I come to you, God, when I am alone. And when I feel like everyone is tired of me. I believe in you with all my heart
God willing, I'll get a call from ### or ###. Why me, Lord, you have given me this life. Why? I hear that everything happens for a reason, and I believe that. But I am tired of hurting, alone. My mental and physical health. Because I'm hurting so much, I have nobody to talk to, but you. I have nowhere to go, but to you, and I have nothing to do. I've had dreams and long-term goals. I've gone through so much, on my childhood and as a teenager. And it got worse than my past. I've been hurting so much. That it doesn't seem to matter, but I know you love me, and I'm sorry for venting to you, Lord. After all, you gave me many chances. No matter what I did to myself. Oh God, I pray that you'll take me as I am. Thank you for your blessings and miracles
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I pray in Jesus' precious name, Amen. LORD WILLING, I'll go back to treatment. I pray for my baby ###, he's ### years old and going to kindergarten next week. I pray that he'll get along with the other kids, and continue to learn new things. I also pray for his dad, ###, he's ### years old and he's been in and out of jail since he was in his teens and I noticed that he's only getting worse. Lord willing, he will open the eyes of his heart, Lord. I hope he will quit doing drugs in jail. I pray that you'll forgive him and his family for everything that happened in the past. Forgive me as well, for losing faith and giving myself a hard time trying to leave my baby's dad for many years off and on. When he was going in and out of jail and for hurting everyone in his life. I beg you for your forgiveness as I forgive them. Though he is in jail and my life's been getting worse. Have mercy on everyone in this world. I know this world is not my home; we're just all passing through. I need you, God, come into my room, and into my heart, mind, body, and soul. I need to find myself, I believe in God. I'm so exhausted, of living this way, please hear my prayer, God. You know that I've been doing drugs and you still show me signs. My mind is driving EVERYONE crazy and I'm so tired of myself, knowing that they all want me gone. Lord, I am worried that I will never see or be with my baby much longer. Only you know how to help me. I know I've been messing up, left and right. Give me the courage to do something with my life, God willing, I'll be here when my baby's dad gets out. He deserves to get out sooner, like everyone else. I hope he finds another woman to be with; he mentioned whenever he's mad. Sadly I got used to the way he treated me. Still talks a lot of shit. Women, sex, drugs & alcohol are more important than women and his kids. I pray that you'll give him what he wants, and remove me and my son. I love him enough to let him go, no matter what might happen. Jesus, I pray that you'll renew my life. Oh Lord Jesus, take the wheel. I've decided to follow Jesus. I'm sorry for thinking so much and for all the negativity, and I need to find myself, because this isn't me. I'm truly sorry for venting and getting carried away. I pray in Jesus' mighty name, Amen 





