Anonymous
Beloved of All
My dear friends, i think i need your prayers because ive already seen that if i do something on my own, i always mess it up. i want to live a holy life. Jesuscentristic
. but i dont know what has happened. now, i feel lots of temptations and not really strength to beat them, i have always been little more anxious, but now it really hurts me. recently i have been so distrcted by all the anxiety and stuff in my soul that i totally forgot i live with my family who needed my help. Dont wanna be egocentristic, but i cant care about anything else with this going on. i tell them nothing because they wouldnt understand. maybe i am wrong, but i just really dont know. i thought that if i will pray for this to finally get better and it did, but now i messed it up again and i am literally tired. i dont write this so you can regret me or so i can anonymously complain
, im writing because i cant keep living like this for longer. (yeah, so you see what sin does to a person:/ ) tomorrow i really want to go to confession, because i think that he enemy is trying to ruin my (how to say that if im not english. gonna be interesting.) motivation? devotion? Trust? i wanna keep it. i dont wanna give up when something gets hard. i cant fix it on my own. there are many things happening that make this situation even harder, i was sick and now im getting well (thx Jesuus
)))) but my parents are still afraid of letting me go anywhere alone. so i cant get to the confession when i think like i should ho. we go all together on first fridays. tomorrow it may be possible for me to get to the confession (priests in our school) but i need you to support me through prayer. i know that we should trust in the storms, but im a teenager. im a kid and i dont think Jesus wants this. i may be wrong i dont know. may he give me the fire. the strength, the decision like IM NOT EVER GONNA SIN AGAIN IN MY WHOLE LIFE which is impossible for us, but you know. i want to change tomorrow. that confession is gonna be a turning point. because when we confess, not the priest is giving us absolution, but JESUS HIMSELF.
) I ask all the saints to pray for me and Mother Mary to wrap me in her veil. right after that confession, i will start another life. i wont procrastiate, i will be more disciplined (maybe this is the biggest problem) an i will be more grateful for every little thing that made me happy. the Bible tells us to rehoice more than 800 times. stay with me, pray that i get the true regret and repentance for my sins ale i crawl into the confessional and i get whole. i need the repentance. i dont know if it will be possibe to go to confession, but pray that it will be. pray for me and for the priest that is gonna confess me. i want to love Jesus. im really grateful for all your prayers and when i leave the confession tomorrow, my first prayers (we dont count the act of penance) belong to everyone who has ever prayed for me. stay blessed my friends.
. but i dont know what has happened. now, i feel lots of temptations and not really strength to beat them, i have always been little more anxious, but now it really hurts me. recently i have been so distrcted by all the anxiety and stuff in my soul that i totally forgot i live with my family who needed my help. Dont wanna be egocentristic, but i cant care about anything else with this going on. i tell them nothing because they wouldnt understand. maybe i am wrong, but i just really dont know. i thought that if i will pray for this to finally get better and it did, but now i messed it up again and i am literally tired. i dont write this so you can regret me or so i can anonymously complain
, im writing because i cant keep living like this for longer. (yeah, so you see what sin does to a person:/ ) tomorrow i really want to go to confession, because i think that he enemy is trying to ruin my (how to say that if im not english. gonna be interesting.) motivation? devotion? Trust? i wanna keep it. i dont wanna give up when something gets hard. i cant fix it on my own. there are many things happening that make this situation even harder, i was sick and now im getting well (thx Jesuus
)))) but my parents are still afraid of letting me go anywhere alone. so i cant get to the confession when i think like i should ho. we go all together on first fridays. tomorrow it may be possible for me to get to the confession (priests in our school) but i need you to support me through prayer. i know that we should trust in the storms, but im a teenager. im a kid and i dont think Jesus wants this. i may be wrong i dont know. may he give me the fire. the strength, the decision like IM NOT EVER GONNA SIN AGAIN IN MY WHOLE LIFE which is impossible for us, but you know. i want to change tomorrow. that confession is gonna be a turning point. because when we confess, not the priest is giving us absolution, but JESUS HIMSELF.
) I ask all the saints to pray for me and Mother Mary to wrap me in her veil. right after that confession, i will start another life. i wont procrastiate, i will be more disciplined (maybe this is the biggest problem) an i will be more grateful for every little thing that made me happy. the Bible tells us to rehoice more than 800 times. stay with me, pray that i get the true regret and repentance for my sins ale i crawl into the confessional and i get whole. i need the repentance. i dont know if it will be possibe to go to confession, but pray that it will be. pray for me and for the priest that is gonna confess me. i want to love Jesus. im really grateful for all your prayers and when i leave the confession tomorrow, my first prayers (we dont count the act of penance) belong to everyone who has ever prayed for me. stay blessed my friends.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.