I have prayed to God to send you an angel. An angel to help you along the path. While your angel is traveling to you, I suggest you go to a church you have not been before. Join in their prayer meetings, tell them you just want to meet new friends in Jesus. Participate in any activities they have. There might be someone there that YOU may be able to help. Keep praying. God hears you. Keep looking up while you pray. God needs to hear from you, and how much you love HIM too. He wants you to be happy. But you have to help make it happen too. Smile more, and say hello to everyone. When you are happy, people around you are attracted to you more. God Bless you richly.