SinglemomV
Beloved of All
Lord, please forgive me of my sins. Jordan and I had a fight, when he came home, Lord. He told me to shut-up and leave him the f-alone too many times, Lord. I only want him to be a part of this family rather to go run off and hang out with kids that hate their moms, and don't love the Lord. I told him he can't run every single day, I can't afford the gas, get a job 2-3 days a month to help with the cost of insurance on his truck, that I provide for him, and his cell phone, his truck insurance is sky-rocketing due to his bad grades,everything else could be his. And to do his best in school and help with Austin when I need it. I don't think that is asking too much. He is totally disrespectful of me, and I have had enough, of him not treating me right. This has affected my health Lord, I have Austin to raise alone with no father or help Lord. I have panic attacks, Lord. Lord, I have done everything for this kid, got him a puppy, which I am taking care of and have grown to love, in hopes it would change his attitude towards me. He treats me so bad Lord, it hurts me so very bad. He then said I don't have to stay here I am leaving and he left walking. I turned off his cell phone and I just got back from looking for him, I didn't find him. It's cold Lord, I pray he is alright Lord. Lord, protect him and guide him to do the right thing and to realize I Love him and only want what is best, but he should not treat me as a dog. Lord, you know what I have been dealing with. He got everyone a gift at Christmas except for me, Lord. That hurt me so very badly Lord, I just want my decent kid back home Lord. In Jesus Name Amen