Pray For Jealousy

[kallstun]

Please pray for me. My name is Kimberly. I am 28 years old. I have big problems with Jealousy (a very bad case)and not trusting my fiance. I am unsure where the problem lies. The jealousy seems to control my life, other girls looking better than me,in public and on t.v. My jealousy is embarrasing. I always think my fiance is staring at other girls in a sexual way, I have always thought my boyfriends did that. I want to escape these feelings, this torment so bad. But I dont know how.I have tried for years.

Jealousy ruint a previous marriage. It is so bad that I dont want my fiance to go anywhere there is pretty girls witout me, it is so bad that I want to not go in public with him because I dont want to see him look at other women.

I know he is not like that, yet the jealousy takes over. The jealousy affects all my descisions, I wont even go bowling or go to the movies with him because I am afraid to see other women who I think have great qualities and want them. It goes even deeper than that, Jealousy is violent. I cant deal with it. The only arguments me and my fiance have is over JEALOUSY! It is uncomfortoble. It is bad. It is killing me! It is destroying my fiance..God help! I have been through alot in my life. I come from a non Christian home.

I am a born again believer yet still have doubts. I really need alot of prayer. I want to trust and believe God 100% that if the word says it, then it is true! I want to believe that Gods promises are for me. Its like I cant make myself believe anything. And I always forget Gods love for me. I always forget all the good things he does for me.I am a mess. I am unhappy, not thankful as I want to be, not as loving as I want to be, not as caring as I want to be, not as obediant as i want to be. I live in shame and guilt and pitty because of my imperfections and falling short of what a Christian is supposed to be. I live in guilt and condemnation about my past. I believe everything everyone says about me and question myself. I seem to have lost all my identity and seem to not realize the loving person that I am on the inside. I am confused alot about what is going on around me. I am confused about what is the truth about things. I am confused and stressed about why is there all these bad things happening to me and why is there so much evil in this world. I wish to see the hand behind all the blessings in my life so that I know that it is him and that I can thank him personally. I pray all the time. I read my bible. I read books about God. Yet, I am still not at peace. I dont have much joy. I think about my problems alot. I really want out of this thinking mess that I am in and I cannot do it myself. I need to surrender my all to God and let him take complete control I guess. I need lots of prayer because I dont know what to do. I dont know where I am in my relationship with God. I need to believe God loves me. I need to believe my fiance loves me. I need to trust God. I need to trust my fiance. My whole life is a mess. I really need God to overtake me, pour his love on me and take me over! I can't take this anymore. This is not living! This is not loving!! I need everything God has to offer!

 

[BJG]

In Jesus Name we join together to bind the spirit of jealousy that has it's hold on Kimberly. I affirm that it is Your will that Kimberly be free of this curse and that she trusts in You to cast out this demonic bond that keeps her from living a pure and Godly life. We trust in You to heal her that she will be able to have a loving and trusting relationship. Thank you for her total healing and release from this torment. AMEN

 

[faithope]

Dear Kimberly

1. There are things besides prayer that can help us overcome our delinquencies. One for sure is fasting AND the other one is meditating His word, eg, "God's perfect love which is in me shall cast out all fears, because all fears involves torment". 1 John 4:18. This scripture is put in a personal manner for you to meditate. To meditate means to ponder and to think deeply what this verse actually means-not at the head level but at the heart level. So do meditate until you feel there is a breakthrough within yourself.

2. The other thing is very important too as this second clause ties together perfectly with above clause. And that is, if you are in the perfect will of God, you will overcome your issue. To know what is the perfect will of God in your situation right now, is that, I would strongly encourage you to read Kristie's blog title "What does God says about Marriage, Divorce and Adultery". Kristie is one of the prayer intercessor in this site here. So it is very easy for you to acess to her blog

I am very sure you will be totally blessed after reading Kristie's blog-enjoy!!!!

 

[yleenrsa]

Dear God, please help Kimberly to find peace in her heart and to see herself as You see her - with love and total acceptance. Please take away the fear of abandonement and help her to love herself. Please help her to see that she does not have to be perfect because she is loved the way she is. x

 

[women of god]

Dear Lord You heard the out cry of my sister Kimberly guide her through and make her belief in You as her adviser and protector. Keep her in Your presence Lord. and let her trust in You but also in her fiance. Surround her with Your gracious love and peace in the Holy name of Jesus. Amen

 

[Ms. Unbeatable]

Father God in heaven I pray for our sister remove all the negative insinuation to her mind enable her Lord to do your will not her will Father help her and teach her to depend on the spirit not on her flesh Lord help her Lord to surrender everything about her life to you.Lord empower her for she can not do anything without you.Father help her to live by faith not by sight send your holy spirit Lord to control her life Lord Jesus make our sister to be your dwelling place.Lord deliver her from the work of the flesh and let your holy spirit rest on her.In Jesus name I pray amen.

you can overcome the work of the flesh through reading the words of God meditate it everyday,always listen read or watch to any anointed man and woman of God always claim the promise of God declare speak the word of God over your self avoid listening to people who have always negative words always be with godly people make friends with godly people mingle with fellow christian believers.I am also full of worries before and this is what I did its effective.always contradict negatives thoughts with the words of God not just think of it speak it.Jesus Love you.God bless and always take care.

 

[nomusa]

Lord may u grant ur daughter peace and joy in Jesus mighty name .Amen

 

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