I pray you get rid of the drink and replace it with Bible study, praise, and prayer. And that you take up your cross and deny yourself and follow the Lord. The Lord will pick up the pieces of your life and make a ministry out of it. Your trouble will help others that are going through the same thing when you share your experience as you trust the Lord. Turn this into a ministry for God by trusting Him through these problems. I pray this in Jesus' name, amen.