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Humble Prayer Warrior
My Dear God,
I have pushed myself to read some Verses today.
Isaiah 55:7, Mathew 6:25 and Proverbs 3:7 & 8 (HEALING).
Initially, I thought it would be very hard, because I am under such horrible stress, that it's hard for me to sit still for a single second enough to read any Verse or anything at all.
I cannot sit still and I have no concentration and I often forget(I am only 47, but stress is impacting everything in me).
But I read the Verses---so beautiful and so much more simple than I thought and assumed.
Okay, but here's the thing:
It's as hard as jumping off a cliff, to leave everything to You, Dear Dad.
Letting go and letting You--that's seems like an insurmountable task.
But I have come to learn, WITHOUT A DOUBT, YOU WILL SHOW ME A WAY FOR THAT, TOO!!!
Afterall, if 29 years ago someone had told me all the mountains and tragedies ahead of me, I would have cried out that "I'll never survive!"
But, 29 years later, I'm still standing. Bent, but still standing.
ONLY YOU AND ONLY YOU HAVE DONE THAT, MY DEAR DADDY!! Still here. Bent, but still here and like never before.
Oh, how You are so patient with this sinner that I am.
But I am Your beloved child, so it is no surprise.
Oh, You do love me--only You. But YOU, YES YOU, are more enough than anyone.
Again, this lonely night, but blessed night, I beg for Your miracles--You have infinite power over all, Daddy.
Please shower me wit Your miracles, oh Daddy, please.
Love,
Your little child.
I have pushed myself to read some Verses today.
Isaiah 55:7, Mathew 6:25 and Proverbs 3:7 & 8 (HEALING).
Initially, I thought it would be very hard, because I am under such horrible stress, that it's hard for me to sit still for a single second enough to read any Verse or anything at all.
I cannot sit still and I have no concentration and I often forget(I am only 47, but stress is impacting everything in me).
But I read the Verses---so beautiful and so much more simple than I thought and assumed.
Okay, but here's the thing:
It's as hard as jumping off a cliff, to leave everything to You, Dear Dad.
Letting go and letting You--that's seems like an insurmountable task.
But I have come to learn, WITHOUT A DOUBT, YOU WILL SHOW ME A WAY FOR THAT, TOO!!!
Afterall, if 29 years ago someone had told me all the mountains and tragedies ahead of me, I would have cried out that "I'll never survive!"
But, 29 years later, I'm still standing. Bent, but still standing.
ONLY YOU AND ONLY YOU HAVE DONE THAT, MY DEAR DADDY!! Still here. Bent, but still here and like never before.
Oh, how You are so patient with this sinner that I am.
But I am Your beloved child, so it is no surprise.
Oh, You do love me--only You. But YOU, YES YOU, are more enough than anyone.
Again, this lonely night, but blessed night, I beg for Your miracles--You have infinite power over all, Daddy.
Please shower me wit Your miracles, oh Daddy, please.
Love,
Your little child.
