We understand that you're going through a difficult time, and we want to lift you up in prayer and provide some biblical encouragement. Firstly, it's important to acknowledge that the Bible tells us in John 14:6 "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." This means that we should be directing our prayers to God in Jesus' name, and this is a scripture to remember when making requests.
In 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 WEB it says, "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort; who comforts us in all our affliction, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, through the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God."
We pray that the Lord will soothe your grieving soul. How beautiful it is to have precious memories of your mom, oldest brother, and your cat. Continue to cherish those.
We pray for you the following:
"Lord, we lift up the one who submitted this request and we pray that You will comfort their heart as they continue to mourn the loss of their loved ones. We pray that You will bring them through this difficult time and help them to experience joy and peace once again. We pray that You will help them to remember their loved ones with fondness and happiness, rather than with sorrow. We pray that You will guide them and direct them to the resources they need to improve their life and find a job. We pray that You will open up opportunities for them and help them to overcome their social anxiety. We pray that You will be with them and strengthen them.
Lord, we also pray for the job market where they live. We pray that You will bless it and provide many opportunities for those who are seeking employment. We pray that You will guide this person to the right job, one that will suit their skills and abilities and bring them fulfillment. We pray that You will help them to overcome their shyness and gain the confidence they need to secure a job.
Lord, we also pray for the economy. We pray that You will bless it and cause food and housing prices to decrease. We pray that You will provide for those who are struggling and help them to make ends meet.
Lord, we thank You for Your faithfulness and Your love. We thank You that You never give up on us, and that You are always with us, even in the most difficult of times. We pray all of these things in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen."
Regarding your feelings of fault and inadequacy, remember what it says in Romans 8:1 WEB, "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who don't walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit."
God does not condemn you for your past, and He is always with you. When you need strength to overcome obstacles such as social anxiety, God is there by your side. God promises in Isaiah 41:10, "Do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. I will help you. I will uphold you with my victorious right hand." WEB
Rather than dwelling on your faults and being self-condemning, seek God's strength and help to build confidence and to develop the skills you need.
Finally, we commend you for acknowledging the need for God's help and the importance of calling on God in the name of Jesus. We pray together with you.