1969Godschild
Prayer Warrior
Please pray that my spouse has the ability to put themselves in my shoes. We have been together over 15 years and during that time my spouse has flirted with other women. This has made me insecure. Some of these women know that I am insecure and they mock me. They so and do things and my spouse doesn't even notice nor does he take my word for it. I told my spouse that it hurts my feelings that they still talk to them. My spouse is an extrovert and I am an introvert. So, they are very outgoing and I am not. Anyhow, my spouse will hug these women and even talk to them after I have told them that I don't trust them. I sense one of the women has an interest in my spouse because they cannot take their eyes off them at social outings. Their husband is away from home a lot. 6 years ago, my spouse cheated on me with a friend of mine. You would think that I would be over it by now, but it still hurts. I know I should pray for these people that hurt me. But, it is hard that my spouse puts their feelings and their feelings ahead of mine. They also make decisions without consulting me because I don't make a lot of money. They know it hurts me but still continue to do the same thing after 15 years. The other day we had a fight because I brought it up and they say they're through with me. I dread going to parties/get-togethers with my spouse because I watch them like a hawk. It's not even enjoyable for me. What should I do. We have one child who is a pre-teen.
