Suzanne
Disciple of Prayer
Today, as always, I pray for a clear mind, so as to have Divine Wisdom and Clear Direction in this time of great deceptions. My husband left me, about a year ago and moved Cross-Country to live with another woman and even had a mock marriage ceremony, to her, and has told everyone that We are divorced, but we are not! Neither of us has filed for a legal separation, nor a divorce or dissolution of marriage! He is a very lost soul, who took most of my life savings, from me, over the past 10 years. However, I am Not wanting to "assist him in his adultery" by filing for a divorce! I will continue to remain faithful to him. He gives huge amounts of money to charity, (tens of thousands a month) because he believes he will reap great rewards in Heaven, but he gives me NO financial support. I am presently working part time, for $7.00 an hour, and if nothing changes, I will soon be broke. My Husband IS living in sin, and he is greatly deceived. Please pray that God awakens his Conscience, so he repents from This mockery of his so-called "Christian" life of lust, greed and deception. My husband is a High Level Narcissist who believes he is perfect in God's eyes, and that he lives a sin free life! I am afraid he has been given over to a Reprobate Mind, and now has No Conscience ... Please pray that I have Protection, and Wisdom in where I should go, what to do, and how I should live, so as to give Glory to God, and continue to Praise Him in all things! I feel no anger toward my husband, have totally forgiven him, but this Lie he is Living should not be allowed to continue, and yet I know that "God IS in Control". So I am waiting - and praying - for The Lord to guide me. Thank you for your prayers.