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I grew up with a girl named ###. She was my best friend for 20 years since I was 9. We have been there for each other our whole lives, and she has been there for me through my failed marriage four years ago. Last year, romance sparked between us, and since then I firmly believed God had brought us together, and she was really the wife I was supposed to be with for my whole life. Our start last year was rocky, confusing, and uncertain due to her family not accepting me, and I hurt her in the very beginning because of a moment of weakened faith. Despite this, she decided to give me a chance anyway, and we dated for the past year as I continued to fall into deeper love with her. Recently, I confessed to her my dishonesty about a lot of things. I was insecure, afraid of losing her, and wanting to protect her from any more pain, so selfishly and foolishly I hid a lot of my problems, and a lot of details about my lack of faith in her last year. After I confessed to her, she lost all trust in me and decided to leave me. I am in complete agony, and have not stopped crying since. My 8 year old daughter loves her very much and has developed a very deep relationship with her and has been affected by her absence, and this adds so much pain to my situation. I am truly sorry, repentant and have begged relentlessly to God for forgiveness for my dishonesty. ### is the love of my life and I have broken her trust, and I am crushed that I have somehow managed to allow myself to hurt her. I am begging anyone, please, anyone, to pray that she can heal and forgive me and want to come back to me and my daughter. My name is ###, her name is ###, and my daughter is ###. I am lost without her, and truly believe that she is the only one for me in my life. Please pray that she will realize how much I love her and am dedicated to always changing for the better. I beg you, if you are reading this to please pray for the restoration of our relationship. I am in need of a major miracle!
