please know that the atonement of our Saviour Jesus has freed us from bondage. you no longer have to feel shackled by the adversary. God will give you the strength you desire. have faith in him and know that he will never lose what had been placed in his hand. when I feel under spiritual siege, I find comfort and peace in humbling myself to serve others and offer others friendship and love. when you focus on meeting another's need, you ultimately forget about your own troubles and God shoulders your burdens for you. happiness can only be found in loving and serving other people! May you find the peace and fortitude you need. remember greatest friend is Christ, and in him there is no void or want! In his wonderful name, Amen.