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bevjozsa
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Please pray for my marriage and our life. We will have been married 26 this November of 2012. And, during that time, I do not remember many happy times. My husband is always angry or annoyed at me. Dispite the fact that I had tried so hard to keep a nice home and help him with his farm work, yard work, and even helped him shingle our house and build a grainery. Then when I was in my late thirties my life was thrown into a loop with a brain injury and many other health problems had me so tired that I could not function and I got further and further behind on our home. Praise God that a doctor has been helping me get better over the years. But, my husband has lost paitience with me. I am now 52 years of age and barely sleep at night. And, yes, slow in the day. But, I had to relearn so much that I had forgotten and he gets annoyed if I forget something and ask again. If I do something and think "hey I got a bit done today, he will always expect me to do more or something else." I am on a lot of medication, and some natural things to be awake, think, talk, and supposedly sleep. But, our house in a mess. And, I am behind on laundry, and everything else. He wants me to get the farm books done, pay the bills, get the garage cleaned, basement cleaned and have great meals and get up earlier. I am thankful that I could do any of that now. But, it will take some time to get myself to do that.
I just want peace here. I wish I felt loved and cared for, but I do not. Infact, he seems to pretty much hate me and blames me for everything. If I ask for a room to be painted,or any favor, he gets so mad at me. (We have been renoeing this house since our 24 year old son was 7)
I have wanted to leave him so many times because I feel hurt so much and rarely loved. But, I know that I have mad a vow and that I have not real reason to leave.
I am asking for three miracles. That I can get things done at a faster pace. That my husband will start to see some good in me and not be mad everyday. And, that I will feel God's vast love while I wait. In Jesus name AMEN.
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I just want peace here. I wish I felt loved and cared for, but I do not. Infact, he seems to pretty much hate me and blames me for everything. If I ask for a room to be painted,or any favor, he gets so mad at me. (We have been renoeing this house since our 24 year old son was 7)
I have wanted to leave him so many times because I feel hurt so much and rarely loved. But, I know that I have mad a vow and that I have not real reason to leave.
I am asking for three miracles. That I can get things done at a faster pace. That my husband will start to see some good in me and not be mad everyday. And, that I will feel God's vast love while I wait. In Jesus name AMEN.
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