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Please pray for my Husband, Tom and I. He is the veteran of several wars (US Marines) and is suffering from PTSD, was diagnosed as bi-polar a year and a half ago, and has addictions. When he is sober, taking his meds, going to treatment, and connected spiritually, he is a very loving, loyal, and hard-working man. When he is not, life is total chaos. He constantly struggles with a relationship with God and Jesus- sometimes he has faith, goes to church, prays, and believes. When something bad happens, he loses his faith, questions Jesus' existence, and actually acts as if possessed by a demon. We are currently separated and I filed for divorce. This is not what I really want, but living with him has been dangerous and unpredictable for the last two years. I fear for my safety when he flies into rages and he has emptied our savings to indulge in his addictions. Please also pray for a financial blessing for He and I- that He may get more steady work and his disability claim goes through, and that I will receive the money i need to repair my car, catch up on my mortgage, and pay for tuition. i have really been struggling financially as a result of this situation. Recently, He moved to a nearby city for work, which has been slow. I found out he met an older woman who "helps" him and is his "friend". I am so confused, because now that he's sober, he still says he loves me. We have heartfelt conversations on the phone where we both end up crying. He thinks that he has done too much damage (my family has completely shunned him for the things he has done to me), but he is finally really trying hard to stay sober, receive treatment for his conditions at the VA, and take his meds. The divorce is not final. I feel so hurt, confused, and don't know what to do. May God's Will Be Done, in Jesus' Name! Amen!
Ericka :tinysmile_cry_t4:
Ericka :tinysmile_cry_t4:
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