Please pray for my backache and joint pain … ...

[JLJ]

Dear Father God, thank you... 感谢您，爱我的父上å¸ã€‚。。

Although, “We are （I am） pressed on every side, yet not crushed; perplexed, yet not to despair; persecuted, yet not abandoned; struck down, yet not destroyed. Always carrying around in my body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in ### body.†~ 2 Corinthians 4:8-10

Amen...

 

[Whatsgoing]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[JLJ]

Lord Jesus, sometimes suddenly feel down… without reasons..[FONT='宋体']？[/FONT] [FONT='宋体']有时候çªç„¶å¾ˆéš¾è¿‡ï¼Œå´ä¸çŸ¥é“为什么。。[/FONT]

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[JLJ]

[SIZE=10pt]Lord i am thinking of give up my treatment... give up appointment...with government orthopedic on ### February...
so called “appointmentâ€, it is only a meet with a doctor... everytime when he asked me, how do you feel? Better? I just dont know what to say... still the same condition?yes...i am shame of this answer.
Next, he will say, i give you painkiller.. but Lord, you know i dont want this, you know what i want.. it is no point i still going for the appointment, waste time only... I always read the book of Job, as i have prayed with what Job has prayed... “ Job 3:11 [/SIZE][FONT='宋体'][SIZE=10pt]我为何ä¸å‡ºæ¯èƒŽè€Œæ»ï¼Žä¸ºä½•ä¸å‡ºæ¯è…¹ç»æ°”？[/FONT][/SIZE][SIZE=10pt]†"Why didn't I die from the womb? Why didn't I give up the spirit when my mother bore me?†Lord, why? Can i die...???[/SIZE]

 

[JLJ]

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[JLJ]

May Father God be with me... am going home. Amen.

 

[JLJ]

Dear Father God,

tomorrow 6/2/2014 I am going for the third appointment at ###, orthopedic. Really don't feel want to go. Every time ask me the question, I don't know how to answer...I want to give up already... Can I Father? T.T

 

[JLJ]

Thank you Father, for your word that said “The Lord will fight for you, and all you have to do is keep still. - Exodus 14:14”.

Although I am not very understand... am struggling whether to go for a treatment at far place, it is 2 hours drive from my place... my sister-in-Christ promise to send me there, persuading me, said the physician is very good. I just told God I want to give up every treatment, I don't want to go for treatment anymore, I am very tired. not to spend a lot of money again and wasted time in it. Like the woman in Bible (Mark 5), she has spent all that she had, and yet has suffered for 12 years, and she was no better, but rather get worse. It is not worthy.

I never give up seek God's grace to heal me, more than the physicians and medicine. But I am really tired, I want to give up, I even asked God to leave me alone...

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