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[JLJ]

Dear Lord Jesus,

I always been, recently, pray to you with [Job 3:1-26]. At times I ask my soul, “why are you so downcast? My soul? be joyful! Look up to God, He wants to uses smile face to help me.”

But, it doesn’t work at all,…… I still feel downcast, depressed, sad. I ask God, Job 3: 11-13,20-21……

A lot of things I couldn’t understand…… There’s no answer. I remembered when I was a teenager, my mum told me “Sorry”……

She said, “Sorry my daughter, I bring life to you, bring you to this world and cause you suffer……” I was so sad when she told me sorry like that, mum, it’s not your fault…… I cried……. But I really don’t feel want to live anymore. But I don’t want my brother to be sad for me…… I love my brother very much.

Ecclesiastes chapter 1: 2 says, “Meaningless, meaningless, everything is meaningless”……

My soul, I am asking you, why you feel so downcast? I ask you to be joyful, but why you can't obey…… T.T

 

[JLJ]

原æ¥,

æˆ‘çœŸçš„æ— è¯å¯æ•‘了。。。一直用约伯记3ç« è·Ÿä¸Šå¸ç¥·å‘Š。现在，我ä¸å†æ€ªåˆ«äºº。。。æ ¡é•¿æˆ–åŒäº‹æˆ–æ—人。知é“一切都是自 å·±ä¸å¥½。æœ€æ€•æ ¡é•¿å…³å¿ƒæˆ‘ï¼Œå› ä¸ºæˆ‘ä¸æƒ³åœ¨å¥¹é¢å‰å“，很糗。。。也ä¸æƒ³å¥¹ä¸ºæˆ‘祷告。怕主é€è¿‡å¥¹å¯¹æˆ‘说的è¯ä¼šå†è®©æˆ‘å“。。主啊，我真的是 头脑å掉了，为什么会这么想呢。。

 

[JLJ]

Lord Jesus I am ashamed of myself... I don't want my boss to know my feeling. I scared that she will know when she pray for me. I simply don't want her to know, as I will tend to tell her everything. Please, leave me alone Jesus.
I am really useless and embarrassing... Myself. Hate myself. T.T
耶稣，对ä¸èµ·ä»Šå¤©æˆ‘ä¸èƒ½ä¸Šå±±åŽ»。。怀念山上的风景，è‰é¸£å£°é¸Ÿå«å£°äººçš„æ‹æ‰“声。。
人生真的是一片苦海。。。æµ·æµ·。。虚空的虚空。。。

 

[JLJ]

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[JLJ]

主，谢谢您，16/11(Sat.)晚上。在我梦ä¸å”±æŒç»™æˆ‘å¬ã€‚。。
今 æ—©17/11，自己煮è èœé¢åƒã€‚简å•çš„煮法，鸡蛋和洋角豆。åƒç€åƒç€ï¼Œçªç„¶æƒ³èµ·ï¼Œæ˜¨æ™šæœ‰äººåœ¨æ¢¦ä¸å¯¹æˆ‘å”±æŒã€‚æŒè¯æ˜¯ï¼Œâ€œæœ‰å¦³ä¸–界会更美好，没有人能åƒå¦³ã€‚神的眼ä¸ï¼Œå¦³ 是å®è´ï¼Œåœ¨ä¸–上妳就是唯一。噢妳是如æ¤å¦‚æ¤ç‰¹åˆ«ï¼Œåœ¨ä¸Šå¸çš„眼ä¸ï¼Œæ²¡æœ‰äººèƒ½å–代妳。 噢妳是如æ¤å¦‚æ¤ç‰¹åˆ«ï¼Œåœ¨ä¸Šå¸çš„眼ä¸ï¼Œæ²¡æœ‰äººèƒ½å–代妳。 â€
是一首主日å¦çš„æŒã€‚。简å•çš„æŒè¯ï¼Œå´å‚¬æˆ‘è½æ³ªã€‚。。
主 我ä¸é…。。。ä¸é…ä½ çˆ±, 请您，放我一个人...

 

[JLJ]

主，我知é“，有人关心我，但，是我自己ä¸äº‰æ°”。。。

放弃我。。。

 

[JLJ]

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[JLJ]

Lord please help me....

 

[JLJ]

Dear Father God,

Lord I pray for me and my second brother ### to have a safe journey today, ... 7.50pm Firefly flight to ###, and Monday 9th December 8.10am Firefly back to ###.

Lord I pray for my ear to be alright and won't feel vomiting...

Thank you Father... In Jesus precious name Amen.

 

[JLJ]

Dear Father God, Please give me strength for the coming year ###... Thx..
谢谢 ### ###。。。。