Hi Heidi, be not discourage my friend. All will pass. Now don't be passive for every boat & every ship has someone to stir===to move briskly; bestir: to stir oneself.
If someone don't stir the ship or the boat , it has no destination. For this trial in your life is only for a moment. U are not defeated when you trust in God. So stripp yourself of discouragement, strip yourself of depression. A very excellent weapon (remember now your warfare are not natural but spiritual.( for U are fighting a spiritual war, so fight in the spiritual realm.) Another weapon is reciting the word of God towards the situation that seems hopless. Having a vengenant heast against discouragement & depression. Shatter it with the word of God. Read psalm 150.
Psalm 24:7 Lif up your heads, O you gates & be lifted up, you age-abiding doors, that the King of glory may come in.
Verse 8- Who is the King of glory? the Lord strong & mighty, the Lord might in battle.
Verse 9 Lift up your heads, O you gates; yes, lift them up, you abiding doors, that the King of glory may come in.
V10 Who is this King of glory? The Lord of host, He is the King of glory.
So Heidi instead of dicouragement & depression let the King of glory come in.
God calls our head gates. Open up the gates of your mind, your heart & begin to worship.
Father in the name of Jesus I thank You for giving her the wings of praise, giving her a fighting spirit, to drive away the evil one devices to pull her down. Father give her the courage to drive away discouragement, & depression in Jesus name