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uneekstuf
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I feel terribly alone and lost. I fell in love with a man who I thought was absolutely wonderful only to discover many months later he is married with children. He broke my heart with no remorse. This happened while I was caring for my dying father. So here it is a year later while I grieve the loss of my father I also grieve the loss of hope for a future of love that I so much yearned for. I feel so alone. I pray and ask God to lead me but I am still in this dark abyss. I wish something good would happen in my life. Yes, I have a job and food and shelter but I want substance in my life. I try to focus on the beauty of simplicity but even so I just feel there is no hope for my future. SOmetimes I ask God to take me from this world so I can move on and be done with it. I am alone.
