Please Pray For Me

[Brenda222]

I don't know why all this is happening to me. I know that the only one who is a concern for me is the Lord. I dont have friends. Seems everyone split from being my friend when I lost everything. Seems they call me just to brag about what they have or what they are doing. when I was leaving that abusive relationship they convinced me to change jobs and I have been unemployed every since the new job didnt work out. I should have never changed jobs and praying they call me back.

here is whats happening. Since my car got repossessed I walk 5 to 6 miles to go where I need to and walk 5 to 6 miles back. Yesterday I took my foodstamps, went to the grocery store and pushed the cart 3 miles in the sun, home, sunburn and all. So now I hear from jobs out of state. I would have to go sleep in a shelter, leave my child cause I cant skip on the lease. Why is all this happening to me. I pray and pray. I cant even move my arm this morning from pushing that heavy cart. Everything was going great til I changed jobs. Why does it seem that the ones who dog you and treat you wrong prosper. Where I am getting the bad end. My unemployment runs out in 8 wks and I still have not found a job. The ones who did me wrong are smiling and happy. Im getting depressed. I have no car, dont get enough to pay rent, walk with this child in the heat and no one is calling me for a job. I do not need to leave this child. Daddy is trying to say Im a bad mom, even though I am mom 5 -7 days a wk. Im being judged by everyone for old addictions that the Lord took away, I dont judge them for theirs but yet they judge me for mine.

Why is all this happening to me, I pray for work, I praise the Lord as Im walking. I dont sleep around, I trust the Lord. Now it seems like Im losing everything all over again. Please pray for me. Ive got to have my job back or at least one with a good salary. I dont know if I can walk 5 - 15 miles everyday. This is getting so hard. Please ask the Lord to forgive me for changing jobs when he blessed me. Thank you Jesus. I cant hardly type, my body is so sunburn from walking and I cant move my arm.

 

[K-J]

Father God, I can hear and feel Brenda's pain as she pours out her heart to You. You are a loving and merciful God, and although I cannot explain why all this is happening, I do know that it has purpose. I pray this day that You would open a door of employment opportunity for Brenda. Grant her the ability to provide for her child, pay her bills and have transportation. These aren't frivolous luxuries or material wants, Father...just the basic things that we all need. Open Your heart of mercy and grace and bless her I pray. Thank You for her continued faithfulness, for praising Your name in the midst of such trials. Use these experiences to broaden and deepen her faith and dependence on You. In the name of Jesus, we pray with gratitude and thank You for opening doors. Amen.

 

[silentangel]

Lord, I touch and agree with these prayers. It would be nice to have all the answers to all of these questions. But they seem to evade us. All I know is that you are in control. Lord, I pray for your hand to move in her life. I rebuke the spirit of negativity and ask that you remove it from her life. I pray you would open doors and send her blessings so that she can get her life together again. Lord, help her to look for the little miracles in her life. Send her new friends that will love her for who she is and help her to keep standing in her faith. Lord, we do praise you for Brenda today as she seeks these answers for we know she is seeking your will above all else. Help her to know she has friends here that care about her. To you be all glory, honor and praise. Amen