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Please pray for me to find my way. Last month my husband died suddenly. He left me with debts, law suits and now huge hospital bills coming in. I have no income. We work from our home and the piece of business that he worked on for months fell apart at the very end two weeks before he collapsed due to his heart. I am trying to continue his/our work but again, at the last hours contracts that would sustain me fall apart - three times now. I pray for opportunities but it seems that the powers that come against us always seem to prevail at the very last. I don't understand why he brings me to the brink of his blessings and then it slips away. I'm scared. I do not want to leave my house. It's not the house it is the things in it that Bernie built with his hands. I need to see the garden gate he built for me that is not quite finished. My friends and family pray for me but it avails nothing. I don't want to go on welfare and lose my house. I am self employed and help is not available for self employed people. Bernie worked so hard. I don't want him to live eternity thinking he failed me. Please ask Father God, Lord Jesus and the Holy Spirit for help for me - I don't seem to know how or what to pray for anymore. Please intercede for me. I had to cremate my husband that was paid for by my neighbor and his brothers. I had no means to finance a traditional funeral. I have not held a Memorial Service yet. I can