sher1959
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me. The last 3 years have been nothing but hell for me. I am so distant from God and everything in life. I lost my mom, husband walked out on me for another woman the week after she died and he has now married her and she is living in the home we had. I see all these things they are doing together and travel things they are buying together. I am struggling just to get up and make it through the day. I cannot let go. I am so tired of people telling me to be happy. This hell I live in is not a choice. I wish I could move on, I understand why people chose to end their life now. It gets unbearable and there is no joy or happiness in sight. you become like a dead person just going through the motions. I do pray and have told myself God has something in store for me but I am just so tired. I just want him to take me and get me out of this messed up empty life I have. There is nothing more for me here. Please pray he takes me from this place soon. I am tired and empty and that pain and emptiness will not go away. I have a job with no Insurance or benefits but I don't feel like I deserve it. I just want all this pain and suffering to end. I am giving up.
