I pray for you and ask The Lord to raise your spirits. The Lord is with you and here is a verse:
"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. The righteous person may have many troubles,
but the Lord delivers him from them all; (Psalm 34:18, 19 NIV)"
If it may be difficult now, The Lord promises that He will richly reward the faithful, so be a strong warrior. The Lord tells us:
"So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what He has promised. (Hebrews 10:35, 36 NIV)"
I pray for amazing blessings in your life and I am confident this very moment The Lord is planning an amazing destiny for your life. I believe if you stay in faith, The Lord says He will reward you. I pray in Jesus' name. Amen