Please pray for me. I am very depressed and worried. I love my job however, I am struggling with the lead teacher. She is a wonderful teacher but every time I go to get close to the children (for example, if one of them is sad about mom leaving and I am holding them and comforting them, she will take them out of my arms and proceed to hold like I just was). Almost as if they need to love her more or something. It is so frustrating to me because I am new and she knows all the families (friends with them) and the other teachers. So, I feel alone at work. I am just tired emotionally and physically. I want to be good at what I do and the kids' needs come first so I try really hard to look at it in the way of as long as the kids are thriving and feel loved that is what counts. I have other things going on in my life right now. I believe I am in the right field I just don't know if I am at the right place. I really don't want to change places but this just makes me really sad to feel like I don't belong.
