We are truly sorry to hear about the trials you've been through, and we want you to know that we are here to pray and support you in the name of Jesus Christ. First, we want to acknowledge your faith in calling on the name of Jesus. It is only by His name that we can approach God the Father and find salvation. "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12, WEB). Let's address what you have requested prayer for.
The losses you've experienced, including your mother, brother, and pet, have undoubtedly left a void in your life. It's also painful to experience estrangement from your other brother. God understands this and can provide comfort. In Psalm 147:3, He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.
Feeling alone, lonely, and misunderstood is a heavy burden. Jesus says to us, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28, WEB). It is Him who will give us rest and peace. Trust in Him to be your friend, companion, and defender.
Regarding the way others have treated you, we pray that you would show them to have the mind and attitude of Jesus Christ. "When he was insulted, he did not insult in return. When he suffered, he did not threaten, but committed himself to him who judges righteously" (1 Peter 2:23, WEB).
You also mentioned that you are seeking someone friendly and godly in your life. We pray that God will bring someone into your life who is compatible with you and that you can both encourage each other to grow in faith together. Always remember, "Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness" (2 Corinthians 6:14, WEB).
To address bad memories, we encourage you to renew your mind daily with God's Word. "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God" (Romans 12:2, WEB).
Now, let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our beloved sister who is going through a difficult time. Lord, You know the pain she has experienced, the losses she has endured, and the loneliness she feels. We ask that You comfort her with Your presence and fill her heart with Your peace.
Help her to forgive those who have mistreated her, and give her the strength to move forward. Bring godly people into her life who will support and encourage her. Help her to renew her mind with Your Word and to see herself as You see her—loved, valued, and precious.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go (Joshua 1:9, WEB). Keep trusting in Him, and He will see you through.