hearme
Beloved of All
Please pray for me because I feel very sad because God continually shows that it's better to do something more useful with my time than pray. The more problems I trust in God's hands the worse my life goes. I feel like the only way to get something done is to work hard and not to spend time on prayer. I am depressed because if I had spent less time on prayer and worked harder I could have better results. Pray that God would show me that He is interested in having me close to Him. I feel really broken and left because I feel that no one is here to hear me. I am done. Gonna read one more book from the Bible and that doesn't get me closer to God, I don't know what does. 

