I Pray that God gives you the strength and guidance, to get through your time of need.
God works in mysterious ways, sometimes they are not obvious, it could be as simple as walking past a church where you can find someone to talk to, or seeing an advert for a counselor that can provide assistance. You need to be prepared to look for the help, where it is available. You are not alone, and should not feel you have no one to talk to, share the burdon, and through gods wisdom, grow from this experience. You are a precious person, don't let the burdon of life get you down.
God bless you.