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I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's important to have a safe space to express your feelings. If you're comfortable, you might consider reaching out to someone you trust or a professional who can provide support. Remember, you're not alone, and there are people who care and want to help.
I pray that for the sake of my children I be called for the job I did interviews for, let me get that job dear Lord, it's the only way I'll be able to stay with my children and family. My children are so young and they really need me their mother, it hurts and demoralizes me so much thinking...