I just said a prayer for you, friend. May the Lord touch you with His healing hand, give you the relief you need, and help you experience His peace and joy in a special way. Should you ever need a listening ear, Focus on the Family has free licensed counselors that you can call at 1-800-###-####. A friend of mine found them very caring and encouraging. I hope you’ll be blessed by this thought from the psalmist: “The righteous cry out, and the LORD hears them; he delivers them from all their troubles” (Psalm 34:17).