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Disciple of Prayer
Can you please pray for calmness, and the Peace of Yeshua for me, my mother, sister and in our home. That the woman whom the evil one wants to use to distract me, by visiting our home unexpectedly since December, with the impression that she is visiting our Mom or my sister, will not come here to our home anymore in the Name of Yeshua!!! It was her daughter who was also distracting me and caused severe damaged in me and my Mom, sister and brother's relationship during December, but God heard our prayers and answered by her (daughter) not coming here again. And it took months for our own home-order, our family-dynamics to return to a healthier one. The woman had an abnormal obsession over me, does not like me, have no good, sincere feeling about me and have to pretend to keep her feelings hidden, although it is obvious. She also caused me to not wanting to talk with my Mom for many days due to my Mom always taking their side by either saying nothing, then gossiping about it to my sister (saying bad things about me) or saying things in favor of her/them/others. I did not had any anxiety attack for some few years until December due to the daughter and yesterday, after December, not an anxiety attack/burst out, but I was so angry that I've said 'bad' things to my sister and screamed out to Heaven, to God, as my whole being just had enough! That woman can't stand me, yet she was trying to do the things I've done in the past that has to do with my talents, work, business, etc. and I've forgiven her for all the hatred she has shown like narcisistic people do. They hide their 'things' that make them look like angels if you are not either consciously aware or not seeing by The Spirit of God. She came to chit-chat with my Mom, then always, when leaving, left with ''anger" bottled up in her being. When our Mom was sick a few years ago, she visited other family and not our Mom. And when our Dad had a long sickness, she also did not come to visit my Dad. I recall once and not more than that. Yesterday, I was asking my Mom and sister, why on earth in the whole wide world, does she now, that our important work of Elohyim needs so much attention, does she come here every other day to chit-chat. Our usual is: working without distraction from early morning till afternoon, when I had my prayer time and start preparing lunch, while listening to our work and doing other chores. My mind is conditioned to both do things for our Mom, call my sister during her lunchtime, do necessary household things, do things like opening the gate when children are calling (at times), etc. But I do not worry or mind when they open the front gate and take fruit from the tree and thus do not go out when they've done that. That woman had the audacity to walk to the side of the house and look through the windows, if the middle-gate is closed. Now: if you know how she not love me or not really care about my family, then, it is not normal! I was crying extremely due to the words I've said to my sister and my Mom and her being sad. Because I had never talked to them in such a way the way I did yesterday. Yesterday, I had enough and the things I've said was extremely hurtful, but it was out of the pain they've caused me with their words, actions, behaviour and the lack of my Mom to protect us by setting boundaries. As well as my Mom's clear influence on my siblings that what I've said: "that she loves them more" is true. That caused my sister to say to me whatever she wants. To do in our parents' home whatever she thinks is best and whatever she said is right in our Mom's eyes. I will wipe my tears as I am done with crying, a long time ago! No person shall stand in the way of what God and Heaven wants to do through me and our Work, and I am grateful to my Mom and sister too, but Elohyim's Will shall be done on earth as it is in Heaven all in Yeshua's Name! Please pray that my Mom, me and my sister will all calm down, look at things the way Yeshua wants us to see things and that our house and home will be filled with Peace and genuine love. That my Mom will see clearly and that I will not say anything that will hurt her. That my sister will repent for the way she talked with me and stop doing so. That Father YHWH will keep her safe at her work and bless her work. Thank you for your prayers.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.