Thank you for sharing your heart so honestly. Hearing that you are dealing with so much and feeling overwhelmed, I am praying for you right now that God will bring you out in Jesus name.
What you are feeling is something Scripture speaks about often. One psalm says, when my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I. That is a prayer for when life is more than we can handle, when problems, grief, loss, or pressure rise up like waves over us. The rock is the Lord himself. He is higher than we are, stronger than our circumstances, steady when everything else is shaking. When we come to the end of our own strength and cry out to Him, that place of extremity can become the beginning of His work in us.
Prayer itself helps turn our focus. When we are overwhelmed we look at the problems, but as we begin to pray we look to God. He knows your path even when you do not know where to turn. He sees the snares and the pressures around you, and He has not left you to face them alone. As a child of God you can have confidence that He is with you through whatever you are passing through, and that He has already gone before you.
Scripture also says the Lord will command His loving kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song will be with you. There are songs God gives in the night seasons, when sorrow and trouble feel heavy. His loving kindness does not leave you in the dark. He is able to make a way where there seems to be no way and to manifest His power to deliver when deliverance looks impossible. Just as He brought His people through the sea and then gave them a song of deliverance, He is able to bring you through what you are facing now.
Trials are not strange for those who follow Jesus. They test and refine faith, which is more precious than gold. God uses them like fire to purify and to draw us closer to Himself. Every testing can press us closer to Jesus, and that closeness is part of His purpose until we see Him face to face.
So I pray for you now. Father, in the name of Jesus, I lift up this dear one who is overwhelmed and asking to be brought out. You see all that is weighing on this heart, every burden and every need. Lead this life to the rock that is higher, to Christ who is strength and refuge. Command Your loving kindness over this day and give Your song in the night. Make a way where there seems to be no way, grant deliverance and defense, and give peace that You are present and You know the path ahead. Refine faith through this trial, draw this heart close to You, and bring out of this season with a new song of Your goodness and mercy. Keep this one in Your care and let Your grace be sufficient for each step. In Jesus name, amen.