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Disciple of Prayer
Dear Lord,
I come before you as a sinner, with a broken heart and my faith shattered. Going on my knees right now is hard for me. Please allow fellow Christians to stand in agreement with me and stand in the gap as I come before your throne asking and pleading for you to save my marriage.
Amen
2013 started out as the worst New Year ever. I'll be married for only 1 year on the 27 Jan 2013. My husband packed all his belongings and left me on the 28 December 2012. On the 31 December 2012, he announced in front of his family members that he's done with the marriage and will not go into the New Year still being married to me. He shouted at me at his mother's house, "GET AWAY FROM ME !!!" We have had many problems, arguments, disagreements during the course of last year. I don't even have enough fingers to tell you how many times he has taken his clothes and left the house. Our problems arose two months before we got married when a close friend of mine started spreading rumors about me and my past relationships, and this has always been on the back of my husband's mind. It's been difficult for him for me too. I asked God numerous times to renew his mind, but the more he started drinking, the worse it got. I dated his best friend a few years ago, and this is another area in our marriage that has caused problems. A year ago, he found emails of a conversation between myself and his ex-friend. Now, let me tell you that those emails just put the cherry on top.
Part of me feels that this time it's really over. It hurts me, but there's also a part of me that does not want to go back. Why? I ask myself, and the answer is that in the past few days, I've experienced pain like I've never experienced before, and I don't want to go back there. I'm scared that I might not survive it. I'm telling myself it's best to get through this now to never have to experience it again. But in saying all of that, I do love my husband and miss him dearly, but I'm so scared to see him or even contact him because it might hurt more to see him or hear his voice.
I know God's teaching about divorce. Please pray for myself and my husband ###. I need the strength and peace to get through this. I don't want a failed marriage, but how do I save something when there's nothing left? Savings and he verbally made it clear to me that the marriage is done. PLEASE HELP ME LORD.
I come before you as a sinner, with a broken heart and my faith shattered. Going on my knees right now is hard for me. Please allow fellow Christians to stand in agreement with me and stand in the gap as I come before your throne asking and pleading for you to save my marriage.
Amen
2013 started out as the worst New Year ever. I'll be married for only 1 year on the 27 Jan 2013. My husband packed all his belongings and left me on the 28 December 2012. On the 31 December 2012, he announced in front of his family members that he's done with the marriage and will not go into the New Year still being married to me. He shouted at me at his mother's house, "GET AWAY FROM ME !!!" We have had many problems, arguments, disagreements during the course of last year. I don't even have enough fingers to tell you how many times he has taken his clothes and left the house. Our problems arose two months before we got married when a close friend of mine started spreading rumors about me and my past relationships, and this has always been on the back of my husband's mind. It's been difficult for him for me too. I asked God numerous times to renew his mind, but the more he started drinking, the worse it got. I dated his best friend a few years ago, and this is another area in our marriage that has caused problems. A year ago, he found emails of a conversation between myself and his ex-friend. Now, let me tell you that those emails just put the cherry on top.
Part of me feels that this time it's really over. It hurts me, but there's also a part of me that does not want to go back. Why? I ask myself, and the answer is that in the past few days, I've experienced pain like I've never experienced before, and I don't want to go back there. I'm scared that I might not survive it. I'm telling myself it's best to get through this now to never have to experience it again. But in saying all of that, I do love my husband and miss him dearly, but I'm so scared to see him or even contact him because it might hurt more to see him or hear his voice.
I know God's teaching about divorce. Please pray for myself and my husband ###. I need the strength and peace to get through this. I don't want a failed marriage, but how do I save something when there's nothing left? Savings and he verbally made it clear to me that the marriage is done. PLEASE HELP ME LORD.
