please lord i can't take it anymore

[Laworellen]

Dear heavenly father, I finally found a program that can help me if I get accepted, but the door was slammed shut in my face again. I have no money to get there. My bus pass expired, my new bus pass got lost in the mail, and the free clothes I need to pick up that I really need can't be picked up. Why, Lord? I just need my bus pass so I can go and get the help I need. I'm running low on my medication pills. ### can help me with housing and medical needs, but I can't get the help without a bus pass. And now I'm told I'm out of luck; if it gets lost, they can't give me a new one. My health is bad; there were nights I wasn’t sure if I could live anymore, having attacks, Lord. Why, my whole life, can't I do anything but be a mindless zombie stuck sitting down? This is not a good life at all. It's hard to stay sane. I was someone active, happy, going to church, praying, but now I can only sit on a couch all day, walk a little bit, and I get very tired. For once in my life, I just want to work, earn my own money, and use the talent I was given. Oh, Lord, why is it every time I find help, the door is closed in my face, and to everyone else, it looks like I'm a lazy good-for-nothing? I'm very, very tired of fighting for 33 years to be at a dead end at every corner. I'm on the verge of just giving up, and if I live great, if not, who cares? The place I'm staying doesn’t care about my health condition. I just get told it's all in my head and to overcome my limits. My sister is now in the pre-thyroid stage, and the symptoms knocked her out for a few days while I had to go through the full power for 25 years and was expected to be normal now. My sister understands me and leaves me at my own pace. But her husband doesn’t care. It's very scary having mood swings from the problem, then on top of it, the medication I need to live; side effects superimpose my conditions. I get called a baby, lazy, all sorts of stuff that deep down makes me want to cry. I am getting sick and tired of hearing people tell me to try harder, stop being lazy, and get insulted because I couldn't hardly clean my area. One eye made it so hard for me to bend down without getting dizzy. I could only do a few things, stop, and recover, even if it took days, then back to do a little bit. Now my sister is in the pre-thyroid problem stage, and at the beginning, it knocked her down for a few days. I found out it runs in the family. I found out I had it in 1993 and was supposed to get it checked out yearly, but the 1994 head injury made me forget about it. The ultimate price was thyroid cancer and decades of having no energy. My sister now understands me. I lived with the full power of the thyroid problem since 2001 till now. I started feeling it around 1997, but my high spirit and pain tolerance let me push through it. I became a professional mover with 5 herniated discs, lifting all sorts of heavy stuff as long as my arms and legs worked, I could push through it. Now what people don’t realize is if I stayed 16 years without working, there is a reason for it. My legs don’t work right. I was told I will never walk again. I did it with the help of the Lord and my stubbornness and willpower. I started limping in 1 year, full walking in 20 years. And me being in full power of the thyroid problem, I was expected to be normal. My mom also got the thyroid problem at the age of 73, and now she understands me on why I looked lazy. Only my mother didn’t judge me; she supported me while I couldn’t work. I was over-dosed for months and didn’t know it on my thyroid pills that keep me alive because my abnormal pain tolerance; I didn’t know, I just thought, oh, it's just another day of a body filled with pain, nothing new. The over-dose symptoms were the same as my everyday life. But still, I try to do good, try to study really hard so I won’t lose the talent God gave me. I still remember when a missionary told me God is going to send me to one of the best schools for computers at that time. I was into computers, but my goal is electronics. And look at me now; I only try to learn computers. I got accepted into ### at ###. It's a special program for disabled people. I even emailed the PhD student teacher my story that was to the special prep course, and it will be added for future students. My story has inspired many of the disabled students and motivated them. 33 years of many injuries that overlap and make them worse than alone. 15 years of brain fog on top of my brain injury, thyroid cancer for decades, eating all my energy, leaving me on fumes to try to do anything. Oh, Lord, please help me remember to take my pre-diabetes pills after I eat. I only remember 1/2 the time. Also, let me remember to pray more. My working memory is so small that once it gets filled, anything else will slip my mind until I remember about it. It pains me to forget to pray like I forget to pray before eating. When I do remember, it can be hours, days later. I will just do it, Lord. I try very hard, but my body condition makes it almost impossible for me so I can only pray when I remember. Sometimes I even forget to eat. I just want to be back to my old self, where I prayed for everything. Now I pray when I remember. I don't like that. It pains me to forget. Oh, I even finished my whole prep course 4 weeks ahead of time. I only got a few answers wrong because my glasses were broken, and one eye made me see it wrong. Even with all that, all my tests were 100%. Only 2 of them were in the 90s. I want to thank you for letting me perform like this even when I felt it would be very hard with one eye. And how my other eye is getting better. I am shocked. I was told it can take months or years. My eye is finally getting aligned. I can keep it open all day with an eye patch as long as I don't see, but with an eye patch, I can't keep it open for too long without it overloading my brain. Thank you for the fast healing. I can feel the difference compared to the start. It feels good that my pain and suffering can be used to inspire other disabled people. I am happy I can help them, even if it's a little bit. Oh, yeah, thank you, Lord, for letting me once again be able to learn fractions. I was in YouTube, and I saw a math video in the feed. When I saw it, it unlocked the memory of how I used to do them, something that I have tried to relearn and couldn't for 33 years. It would overload my brain and fail. I plan to relearn how to write in the future. It's just hard how my thoughts jump all over the place and can't organize them. Thank you, Lord, for allowing me to be able to learn again and not overload my brain. Only problem is remembering what I learn. In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen.

 

[Articles]

We hear your cry, beloved child of God, and we lift you up with heavy hearts, for the weight you carry is great. Your suffering has not gone unnoticed, and the Lord sees every tear, every closed door, and every moment of despair. You are not forgotten. You are not abandoned. You are deeply loved by the One who formed you in your mother’s womb and knows the number of hairs on your head (Psalm 139:13-16). We stand with you now, interceding on your behalf, for the Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18).

Father in Heaven, we come before You with this precious one who has endured so much—decades of physical pain, exhaustion, and the cruel judgments of others who do not understand the battles raging within. You alone know the depth of their struggle, the weariness of their soul, and the longing of their heart to live a life of purpose. We ask You, Lord, to open the doors that have been shut. Provide the bus pass they need, the medical care they require, and the housing that will offer safety and stability. You are the God who makes a way in the wilderness and streams in the desert (Isaiah 43:19). We trust You to make a way where there seems to be no way.

We rebuke the spirit of despair that whispers lies of hopelessness and worthlessness. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy, but Jesus came that they may have life, and have it abundantly (John 10:10). We declare that this is not the end of their story. We speak restoration over their body, their mind, and their circumstances. We pray for divine intervention in their thyroid condition, for wisdom for their doctors, and for the right medication to bring balance and healing. Lord, You are the Great Physician, and we ask for Your healing touch to renew their strength like the eagle’s (Isaiah 40:31).

We also lift up their family, Lord. We ask for grace and understanding to flow between them and their sister, and for her husband to see the truth of their struggle with compassion rather than judgment. Soften hearts, Lord, and let Your love break through the hardness that has caused pain. We pray for their mother, that You would continue to uphold her as she supports her child. May they all find unity in You, for where two or three are gathered in Your name, You are there in their midst (Matthew 18:20).

We address the exhaustion and frustration that comes from being misunderstood. The world does not see the invisible battles you fight daily, but God does. He sees your heart, your perseverance, and your desire to honor Him despite your limitations. We rebuke the words of accusation that have been spoken over you—"lazy," "good-for-nothing," "baby." These words do not define you. You are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and your worth is not measured by what you can or cannot do. It is measured by the blood of Jesus, who gave His life for you. We declare that you are a warrior, a survivor, and a child of the Most High God. Your identity is found in Christ alone.

We also speak to the memory struggles and the brain fog that make daily life so difficult. Lord, we ask You to strengthen their mind. Help them to remember their medication, their prayers, and the things they need to do. We pray for clarity and focus, and for the ability to retain what they learn. You are the God who restores what has been lost (Joel 2:25), and we trust You to bring back what the enemy has stolen in this area. We thank You for the progress they’ve already seen—fractions unlocked, an eye healing, and the ability to complete their course with excellence. These are signs of Your faithfulness, and we celebrate them with you.

We want to encourage you with the truth that your suffering is not in vain. You have already inspired others through your story, and God is using your pain to bring hope to those who are also struggling. Your testimony is powerful, and it will continue to bear fruit for His kingdom. Do not grow weary in doing good, for in due season you will reap if you do not give up (Galatians 6:9). The Lord is using you in ways you may not yet see, and we believe He has greater things in store.

We must also address the mention of giving up on life. Beloved, we implore you—do not surrender to despair. The thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy, but Jesus came to give you life (John 10:10). You are here for a purpose, and your life matters deeply to God. He has plans for you, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11). We rebuke the spirit of death and declare that you will live and declare the works of the Lord (Psalm 118:17). If you are struggling with thoughts of ending your life, we urge you to reach out to someone—a pastor, a counselor, a trusted friend—so they can stand with you in this battle. You do not have to fight alone.

We also want to gently remind you of the importance of praying in the name of Jesus. It is only through His name that we have access to the Father (John 14:6). There is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life, and it is through His sacrifice that we are reconciled to God. If you have never surrendered your life to Him, we invite you to do so now. Confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you will be saved (Romans 10:9). He is waiting with open arms to welcome you into His family.

Father, we ask You to surround this dear one with Your presence. Let them feel Your love in tangible ways—through the kindness of a stranger, a word of encouragement, or a sudden provision that meets their needs. We pray for divine connections—people who will come alongside them to help with transportation, medical care, and housing. Lord, You are their provider, and we trust You to supply every need according to Your riches in glory in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19).

We declare breakthrough over their life. Let the chains of exhaustion, pain, and despair be broken in the name of Jesus. Let hope rise in their heart, and let faith grow stronger with each passing day. We speak healing over their body, restoration over their mind, and provision over their circumstances. You are the God who turns mourning into dancing (Psalm 30:11), and we believe You are about to do a new thing in their life.

We pray all these things in the mighty name of Jesus, the name that is above every name, the name that brings healing, deliverance, and salvation. Amen.

Hold on, dear one. The night may be long, but joy comes in the morning (Psalm 30:5). Your story is not over, and God is not finished with you yet. Keep pressing into Him, keep trusting, and keep believing. He is working even when you cannot see it, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5). You are loved, you are valued, and you are not alone.

 

[hostadmin]

Dear friend, I hear your cry and I'm here for you. I want you to know that you're not alone in this struggle. I'm sorry that you're going through so much, but I believe that God sees your pain and He cares deeply about what you're going through.

I want to encourage you with a verse from the Bible that says, "Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous be shaken." (Psalm 55:22, NIV) God is a loving Father who wants to carry your burdens. He wants you to trust Him with your worries and your fears.

I also want to remind you that God has a purpose for your life. Even in the midst of your pain and your struggles, He is working in your life. He is using your story to inspire others and to bring hope to those who are also struggling. Your life matters to God, and He has a plan for you.

I want to pray for you right now. Father, I come to you in the name of Jesus. I ask you to comfort this dear friend who is going through so much. I ask you to heal their body, to restore their mind, and to provide for their needs. I ask you to give them strength and courage to keep going, even when it feels impossible. I ask you to reveal yourself to them in a tangible way, so that they can feel your love and your presence.

I want to remind you that Jesus said, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." (Matthew 11:28, NIV) Jesus is inviting you to come to Him, to find rest in Him. He wants to give you peace and comfort in the midst of your storm.

Please keep trusting in God, even when it's hard. He is with you, and He will never leave you or forsake you. You are loved, you are valued, and you are not alone.

 

[Wingsofadove7]

Seek His Face and Presence not just His hand. In his Presence is everything you need. This does not mean you can have any material thing, perfect spouse because you asked for it in Jesus Christ name. You will have your needs, some of your wants, and difficult trials. The difficult trials are supposed to refine your character and make you more like Jesus. He is more interested in getting you to everlasting life and having your heart in the right place than he is in giving you gifts. It’s eternal life he’s concerned with.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Dan T]

Papa please fill this person with your Spirit of Peace and lead them to the understanding of their current state. Please show this person how to rejoice in all things, pray continuously and give thanks for everything in their life ... For that is your will for them in a Christ Jesus (1Thess 5:16-18)