boazgirl
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Thank you to all who have so fervently been praying for me and my financial problems, along with the salvation of members of my family. Last week God came through and my small bills are paid and I can for now breath a little relief. Anyhow needless to say it is not over, I still have to deal with getting mortgage caught up or or re-structure, but do to past credit history consequences our options are few....only God can come through on this one and do some devine intervention here. Well keep praying, but I do have some time to make things right for go through the steps of plan A, B, and C as last resort. I pray the blood of jesus over this situation too, as he saved me from complete devestation to my life and that of my family at literally the last hour of hope....not even kidding....all time and excuses had run out and the utilities would be shutting down soon and I had to decide on pay day which one mattered most...! We have ok jobs so just have to get back on track and somehow get my credit repaired faster....as the cash thing is great most of the time yet in this society real money and assets don't seem to have no value, plastic and credit lines are all that matters....assets are not enough to even get secured credit...you need a good credit score to do anything....totally depressing and my personal opinion, that we are in the very end times the "cashless society" spoke of in revelation. I truly believe this, since the events of my life and the stuff I have been through this past 2 years without credit! I was in a snowstorm with two dogs and a kid and stranded in a nearby city 2 hours from home. The highway was closed and I had to turn around, not one ot 20 some hotels would give me a room as at that time I did not even have a pre-paid credit card to use, which I do now and it works for the most part. I offered one hotel my whole $1000 deposit, my whole paycheque that night and they would still not let us stay. Finally after praying and freaking at 1am, and being totally exhausted after a 4 hour drive prior to that coming home from family funeral, one place took us with a more reasonable deposit and they liked dogs...dogs were welcome....!
I have been through so many of these type of situations and it seems harder and harder to live without your identity being that of a number and the allotted credit value they place on you associated with that. Your individual situation and worth you have attained in life seems meaningless. You are even by some financial institutions a social leoper. My point is for all you that feel like I do and suffer this way....the only hope is prayer and God. He has got me through situations that with no word of a lie are pretty much hopeless and I was near a mental breakdown and always last minute he makes everything work. The one thing hard to learn in life and stick to is PRAY, BELIEVE WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT (FAITH), WAIT PATIENTLY, RECIEVE then PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE and tell everyone how you made it through so they can see the miracle and either it will uplift the believers you know, or tick off the non-believers and leave a seed in their memory they can not get past...LOL! This is my recipe for surviving storms of life in simple terms, but it always gets me through and I have had more than my share of heartaches and survived.
Our lives are not meant to be perfect even though we are believers, but we are only being tested and drawn back to our God through those circumstances...just keep praying to him like he is your only friend....advice from a dear person in my life was talk to him about your disbelief and fears and ask for help with those as well as your needs that you are asking him to grant you. Even tell him you are mad he is not answering you etc etc....he don't mind be honest and talk to him like he is in the room sitting next to you. Picture him there when you can't go on and just speak your mind he don't mind and he likes that...!
I finally got that.....ok we are all slow learners some times with God...! Just keep praying people for each other and we will all be blessed and praise the Lord for this site as it shines out as real, caring, safe, and non greedy above all other prayer sites...it no doubt has saved many people since its start and will continue to save, encourage and help those that have nowhere else to turn....Praise God and grant us all favor and mercies.....amen amen amen!
I have been through so many of these type of situations and it seems harder and harder to live without your identity being that of a number and the allotted credit value they place on you associated with that. Your individual situation and worth you have attained in life seems meaningless. You are even by some financial institutions a social leoper. My point is for all you that feel like I do and suffer this way....the only hope is prayer and God. He has got me through situations that with no word of a lie are pretty much hopeless and I was near a mental breakdown and always last minute he makes everything work. The one thing hard to learn in life and stick to is PRAY, BELIEVE WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT (FAITH), WAIT PATIENTLY, RECIEVE then PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE and tell everyone how you made it through so they can see the miracle and either it will uplift the believers you know, or tick off the non-believers and leave a seed in their memory they can not get past...LOL! This is my recipe for surviving storms of life in simple terms, but it always gets me through and I have had more than my share of heartaches and survived.
Our lives are not meant to be perfect even though we are believers, but we are only being tested and drawn back to our God through those circumstances...just keep praying to him like he is your only friend....advice from a dear person in my life was talk to him about your disbelief and fears and ask for help with those as well as your needs that you are asking him to grant you. Even tell him you are mad he is not answering you etc etc....he don't mind be honest and talk to him like he is in the room sitting next to you. Picture him there when you can't go on and just speak your mind he don't mind and he likes that...!
I finally got that.....ok we are all slow learners some times with God...! Just keep praying people for each other and we will all be blessed and praise the Lord for this site as it shines out as real, caring, safe, and non greedy above all other prayer sites...it no doubt has saved many people since its start and will continue to save, encourage and help those that have nowhere else to turn....Praise God and grant us all favor and mercies.....amen amen amen!
