johneybishop3
Disciple of Prayer
Please Help me God, I know I fell out of religion and a relationship with you but I'd do anything to have that relationship back. I miss having that assurance, that feeling, that passion. I need help. I'm stuck in a corner and can't get out. I've tried Hoodoo magic, I've tried atheism, I've tried agnostic, but there is truly nothing like you. I have lost my job, my bills are piling up, I feel like I have no purpose. But I know I have a purpose, I just don't have that fire anymore. Please help. I don't know why things are going this way for me, I am not evil, I am not mean, or nasty. I even have an invention sitting here at home that can change the world and save lives, tires that melt ice. And I can't seem to get money to fund that......when clearly the idea is brilliant and unheard of. Please God, as I rest my eyes, take away all my pain, my hurt, fill the cups that are lacking. Help me. Please. I have no friends to turn to, nothing. I lost all my friends, I lost my drive, I lost my great personality, all when I lost You. Please God, I'm knocking....please answer the door and invite me back like the Bible says you will. Show me something, any sign, that's all I need. I tried Hoodoo because I was looking for quick answers and found out that, that was just a mental thing.... please help me. In Jesus name, Amen.
