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This is my first time trying this and I hope it works. I haven't really ever been the religious type and really don't pray that much, but lately I've found myself praying a little more and asking God for His help. It seems to work sometimes, but not all the time, so I'm still kind of skeptical on the whole God will listen to you and help you find your way, but I'm trying to believe He will. So here goes nothing, and I hope that it works that God will listen to me and guide me in the right direction to a better, more enjoyable life. I really don't know how to pray, so I'm just going to list a bunch of things that I've done and want God to forgive me for and ask that you guys out there will ask Him to forgive me and all of my sins and help me turn my life around. So with that said, would everyone that is out there and listening to my prayer, would you please ask God to help me out? I've done some stupid things, I've done things that I knew I shouldn't, I've stolen, I've sworn, I've done some drugs, I've been mean to people, I've lied, I haven't helped people when I should have, I've talked back to my mom, I haven't paid bills, I owe people money, I'm so far in debt I don't know what to do. My girlfriend left me, I don't really talk to my family much or been there when I should have been, I spend too much money on stupid stuff. I've let my girlfriend and family and friends down and done a lot of other dumb and stupid things. I pray to God that He will forgive me of all of my sins, forgive me for everything bad I've done. Please say a prayer for me and with me that the Lord our Savior will find it in His heart to help me get through this rough time and help me regain control of my life and help me get my girlfriend back and get out of debt and help me be able to save some money. Please pray with me and ask Him to take control of my life and take me in the right direction. Please Lord, don't let the girl of my dreams who I love so deeply, who was the best thing that has ever happened to me, meet someone else while I'm getting my life back on track. Please tell her that I am going to change my life around and to give me another chance because this time He is not alone and that you have under your wings and are guiding me to a better life and that she will see a big change in me very soon. I know I haven't treated her as good as I should have, Lord, and that I really messed up with her, but please make her find it in her heart to forgive me and take me back. I know we have been fighting a lot lately, but it's just that I wanted to spend time with her and be first in her life a few times instead of being after her friends. I really have been trying to prove to her that she is the most important thing in my life, but she doesn't see it. Can you please get her to see that she is? I also want to ask you to please make me bond with my family more, especially my sister. When I was 14 and she was 3, my parents split, and I stayed with my dad and she went with my mom, and I didn't even get to see her grow up, and now she is 18 and going to college in 2 months, so I'm probably not going to get very many more chances to see her or bond with her. Please make sure nothing happens to her and her life is long and happy. I still remember the first 3 years of her life like they were yesterday and wish that I would have been there and gotten to see the other 15 years and that we were like a real brother and sister should be. Everyone that has read this, please find it in your heart to ask the Lord to help me out and forgive me and take me on the right path to a good, long, happy, financially stable life and try and make it so I end up with the girl that just broke up with me come back to me so that when we are 90 we can sit back on a swing on the porch and laugh about this little upset in our relationship. I don't know if this really sounded like a prayer, but that's what I wanted it to be. I wanted to get all of my sins off of my chest and ask the Lord for His forgiveness and for Him to take control of my life and guide me to the greatest life I could ever hope for. Please everyone, ask Him to help, and please Lord, I'm begging you to forgive me and find it in your heart to help me out even though I've been a sinner. Please accept my apology for everything wrong or bad or nasty I've done in my life and help me find my way to a good life filled with love, laughter, good family, good friends, and of course, the girl I love with all of my heart who just left me. In the name of the Lord, Amen.
