Liz Hollobaugh
Disciple of Prayer
Please God give me the strength and guidance to work hard this week to pay Feb's rent by at least Wednesday. Also to pay Capital one and my Con Edison bills by at least Friday.
I also need to try to pay Jan's Dec's and Nov's this month.
I need to also get the one shot deal application process done and giving at least 10 days to get a decision if I get the loan to pay my rent arrears. I need this loan lord so I don't get evicted from my apt which has been called my home for close to 12 yrs. For the first 6 yrs I had a job that I was able to support myself and pay all of my bills + my rent. But the last 6 yrs have been ready hard. I lost my job in 2010 and i haven't been able to get another job. It's been hard since then. I've lost my way and I'm so desperate to get back on my financial feet. Tomorrow I'm enrolling in a medical assistant course which i need desperately to gain skills to get a job in the health care field. Please help me tomorrow to get that enrollment process done. The class starts on Tuesday and I'm nervous that I won't get into that class b/c this past week I wasn't able to enroll b/c i was sick with the flu. God i wake up every morning scared wondering where my next dollar is coming from. I don't have a regular steady job that I can count on. I work doing bodyrubs massages in the Adult Entertainment business which i don't like doing but it's the only kind of income that I have right. I want to stop doing this work when I can find a regular job that I can enjoy doing and feel good about doing. I have been trying to find a regular job since 2010 and i haven't been able to find one. Anyway, sorry that I rambled on. I'm in so much debt that I I don't know where to begin with it. I'm depressed everyday and i don't know what it's like to be happy. Please God help me!!!
Thank you for listening.
I also need to try to pay Jan's Dec's and Nov's this month.
I need to also get the one shot deal application process done and giving at least 10 days to get a decision if I get the loan to pay my rent arrears. I need this loan lord so I don't get evicted from my apt which has been called my home for close to 12 yrs. For the first 6 yrs I had a job that I was able to support myself and pay all of my bills + my rent. But the last 6 yrs have been ready hard. I lost my job in 2010 and i haven't been able to get another job. It's been hard since then. I've lost my way and I'm so desperate to get back on my financial feet. Tomorrow I'm enrolling in a medical assistant course which i need desperately to gain skills to get a job in the health care field. Please help me tomorrow to get that enrollment process done. The class starts on Tuesday and I'm nervous that I won't get into that class b/c this past week I wasn't able to enroll b/c i was sick with the flu. God i wake up every morning scared wondering where my next dollar is coming from. I don't have a regular steady job that I can count on. I work doing bodyrubs massages in the Adult Entertainment business which i don't like doing but it's the only kind of income that I have right. I want to stop doing this work when I can find a regular job that I can enjoy doing and feel good about doing. I have been trying to find a regular job since 2010 and i haven't been able to find one. Anyway, sorry that I rambled on. I'm in so much debt that I I don't know where to begin with it. I'm depressed everyday and i don't know what it's like to be happy. Please God help me!!!
Thank you for listening.