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I am requesting this prayer for my marriage. I have a good job for which I have to be away from home for 2-3 months. Me and my relatives are looking for a girl, but in most of the cases, my job is an hindrance as girls don't want a guy who goes out for work for 2-3 months in a year away from home. I have got an handsome pay. Now within two-three months I have to return to my work and I have to marry before that otherwise it will be very difficult to get a good girl in my community as I will cross the age. I am praying but my prayers are not answered, maybe I am a sinner. My parents are very sad and when I see their sad faces my tension is shooting up. Sometimes they are forcing me to marry some girl who does not meet my expectations, and I fight with them. This also increases my tension, as I feel sorry that I fought with them. As marriage is a lifelong relationship, I feel that I should marry a girl whom I like, but most of the girls don't like me; that is the truth. Only God can do wonders, but it seems that God is punishing me for my sins.
These holidays are like hell for me. I feel that I am going to a lonely life, that I belong to the unlucky lot. I wish I could sleep for 24 hours so that my heart will not be aching like this. When I see my parents' sad face, I feel like committing suicide, but if I commit suicide, there is no one to look after my parents, and also suicide is against the Bible.
Please pray for me so that some good girl will like me.
These holidays are like hell for me. I feel that I am going to a lonely life, that I belong to the unlucky lot. I wish I could sleep for 24 hours so that my heart will not be aching like this. When I see my parents' sad face, I feel like committing suicide, but if I commit suicide, there is no one to look after my parents, and also suicide is against the Bible.
Please pray for me so that some good girl will like me.
