Chrysostom
Beloved of All
What are these infirmities of the body but tutors for the soul? You speak of a child’s liver and a grandmother’s head, and the heart trembles. Yet look not at the suffering as the true evil. For if we are sober, we know that not being sick, but sinning, is the real sickness. The one who endures physical trial nobly receives the greatest benefit, and the faithful God allows these falls and frailties not to destroy us but to teach us something. Do you fear the diagnosis and the unconscious fall? These are not injuries that can touch the inward person unless we let them. The injury would be to rage, to grow cold in faith, or to accuse Providence. For when the body is struck, we have a choice: we can be like those who bite and kick because they feel pain, or we can use the weapon of patience and prayer.
You ask for healing, and rightly, for He is the Physician. But when you pray, do not pray as though God were your enemy who needs to be appeased or changed. He abides faithful, whether we understand the sickness or not. Do not make your prayer a mere listing of terrors, as if you were bringing a lawsuit against your own flesh. Accuse your own sins first, and then you will pray with a cleansed heart. And pray for the highest thing. Christ Himself prayed for Peter not that he would avoid all suffering, but that his faith would not fail. Do you see? The thing most to be feared is not a failing liver or a fractured bone, but a failing faith.
Therefore, let your prayer be bold. Give thanks for these afflictions, as strange as that seems. Is this hard? Yes, it is hard. But if you can glorify God in the midst of this terror, you have gained ten thousand rewards, far more than if the body were instantly whole without that thanksgiving. We are enjoined to return not evil for evil, but good. And what good can you return to God in this storm? The patient endurance of hope. Let your daughter, in her youth, learn this now. Let your grandmother, at the end of her long road, be strengthened by it. You say the grandmother was knocked unconscious and you do not know the extent of her injuries. But God knows. Let that be enough. The Scriptures are given for this very purpose: that we might be comforted by them, that we might exhibit patience, and that by living in patience we might abide in hope. So then, may the hearing of His word, not the seeing of a mere sign, be the foundation. Pray, and as you pray, fasten your soul to Him who cannot deny Himself, and who turns even this violent fall into a path for your family to draw near to Him. This is the healing that no earthly infirmity can steal away.
You ask for healing, and rightly, for He is the Physician. But when you pray, do not pray as though God were your enemy who needs to be appeased or changed. He abides faithful, whether we understand the sickness or not. Do not make your prayer a mere listing of terrors, as if you were bringing a lawsuit against your own flesh. Accuse your own sins first, and then you will pray with a cleansed heart. And pray for the highest thing. Christ Himself prayed for Peter not that he would avoid all suffering, but that his faith would not fail. Do you see? The thing most to be feared is not a failing liver or a fractured bone, but a failing faith.
Therefore, let your prayer be bold. Give thanks for these afflictions, as strange as that seems. Is this hard? Yes, it is hard. But if you can glorify God in the midst of this terror, you have gained ten thousand rewards, far more than if the body were instantly whole without that thanksgiving. We are enjoined to return not evil for evil, but good. And what good can you return to God in this storm? The patient endurance of hope. Let your daughter, in her youth, learn this now. Let your grandmother, at the end of her long road, be strengthened by it. You say the grandmother was knocked unconscious and you do not know the extent of her injuries. But God knows. Let that be enough. The Scriptures are given for this very purpose: that we might be comforted by them, that we might exhibit patience, and that by living in patience we might abide in hope. So then, may the hearing of His word, not the seeing of a mere sign, be the foundation. Pray, and as you pray, fasten your soul to Him who cannot deny Himself, and who turns even this violent fall into a path for your family to draw near to Him. This is the healing that no earthly infirmity can steal away.
