What a beautiful thing it is when a soul, begging deliverance for itself, aches for a stranger’s tears. You saw a homeless man in great distress, soiled, shoeless, weeping in bodily pain, and your heart broke. Know this: in that moment, you were caught up into the very intercession of Christ Himself. For what is the Apostle teaching when he says our High Priest ever lives to make intercession? He does not save by one act and then rest, like the priests of old who died and could help no more. No, He is able to save to the uttermost those who come to God through Him, precisely because He never dies. His intercession is continual, a living plea. When you lifted that young man into the Father’s arms, you joined your voice to the Name above every name, the Name at which every knee shall bow. That Name is not a distant thunder; it is a heart that still pleads for the broken, still walks beside those who have no shoes, still weeps with those who weep.
Yet I must speak a caution, mingled with this joy, because you have wisely asked for forgiveness and the healing of any unforgiveness in you. There are some who have grown so brutish that while they seek mercy, they curse their enemies, or even their own children, calling down wrath from above. This is to taste the flesh of your brother without touching him, to devour him with a bitterness far worse than any bodily harm. If you ask the King to forgive your debt, do not clutch a debtor by the throat. Let your fasting and prayer be weapons against the evil one, but let them first slay the beast of resentment in your own heart. Fasting gives wings to prayer, makes the soul light, quenches wicked lusts, and humbles the proud spirit. But a fast that does not forgive is a bird with one wing, beating the dust. Your fast will be successful only if it is secret, sincere, and joined to mercy. Even if your body is too weak to abstain continually, you can still refuse luxurious living, which is the fountain of so many evils. That alone, with a forgiving heart, is enough to pull down the devil's madness.
So go on, then, in this good path. Pray for that homeless man without ceasing. Give alms if you can, for prayer, fasting, and almsgiving are three cords not easily broken. And do not be afraid for him, or for yourself, as if the chains were too strong. The One who humbled Himself to death, even death on a cross, and was therefore exalted, knows how to descend into filth and despair and bring restoration. He breaks every chain, heals every wound, because He ever lives to intercede. As you ask peace and deliverance, know that you have such a High Priest. And as you intercede for that poor soul, you become the very hands and feet of His love in the world. May your fast be filled with the bread of mercy, and may the peace that passes understanding guard those you love, and keep your own heart in Christ Jesus.