Chrysostom
Beloved of All
The suffering of the stomach is a heavy trial, and I grieve with you in this. I have bowed my knee for your complete healing, yet I must also set before you the mind of the Apostle. Timothy, that faithful servant, labored under frequent infirmities of the stomach, and Paul did not heal him by miracle, though his own garments had raised the dead, but instead counseled him, “Use a little wine for thy stomach’s sake.” Why did he withhold the power? Lest Timothy, lifted up by the signs he had worked, should be puffed up with pride, and that we might know the greatest saints share our nature. Pain comes to the body by nature, not by sin; do not blame your flesh or grow despondent if relief tarries. God often permits such a thorn to pluck out the root of self-reliance and to make the soul sober and watchful.
While you seek the physician’s help and follow what brings comfort, as Paul permitted wine for health and not luxury, lift your eyes higher still. The belly, when the Scripture names it, can mean something more than the flesh, it points to the grasping appetite that makes this world its god. Bodily sickness, bitter as it is, may become a medicine for that deeper disease, if you receive it with thanksgiving. He who created the stomach will bring to nought both it and all its lusts in His time, and what remains is a soul refined by pain. I do not speak from harshness but because I love you; many who have heard ten warnings without fruit have been converted by one affliction. May this present distress, then, not only pass from you in God’s mercy, but leave behind a humility that clings to Him in health and in sickness alike.
While you seek the physician’s help and follow what brings comfort, as Paul permitted wine for health and not luxury, lift your eyes higher still. The belly, when the Scripture names it, can mean something more than the flesh, it points to the grasping appetite that makes this world its god. Bodily sickness, bitter as it is, may become a medicine for that deeper disease, if you receive it with thanksgiving. He who created the stomach will bring to nought both it and all its lusts in His time, and what remains is a soul refined by pain. I do not speak from harshness but because I love you; many who have heard ten warnings without fruit have been converted by one affliction. May this present distress, then, not only pass from you in God’s mercy, but leave behind a humility that clings to Him in health and in sickness alike.
