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I'm 40 years old and have cirrhosis of the liver and in stage 4. I have a 75-80% chance of this turning into cancer of the liver and have been doing chemo. I was given 3 years to live in January 2010. And I'm coming up on the 3-year mark. My family is having a really hard time watching me be sick. I try to not let it bother me or let me say hide as much as I can for them because it gets them down so much. My husband lost his job in November 2010 and just got one, but we are still having a hard time making enough money. It still isn't enough to live on bills and take care of my health. I have been trying to get disability but haven't got it yet. And everything is fixing to get cut off. Just need all the prayers we can get. Because I know God has not forgotten about us. We are both Christians. He is just beside himself and always upset because he feels we can't win. But me, I'm trying to stay upbeat. I would like to ask for prayers for my family. I'm trying not to give up and know the Lord is still working through us. That things will get better and I hope soon because I'm hanging on by a thread and on top of being sick because of health problems, I'm worrying myself to death.
Still holding on to my faith. My gas has already been cut off and the power is getting cut off. It seems like a never-ending battle. I haven't been here on this site because I feel so bad to complain so much and I know people get tired of hearing me always down and out. But I have no one to talk to. I'm trying so hard, really I am, but I just can't pull myself out of this hole that I'm almost buried alive in. I keep wondering what I did so wrong to be punished with such bad health and all the other problems that won't go away. Anyway, thank you for hearing me vent. I'm sorry to have bothered you all and wasted your time.
Thank you for reading my story. God bless everyone here and I pray you all have a wonderful, blessed day!! Remember to LUVGOD1...
Still holding on to my faith. My gas has already been cut off and the power is getting cut off. It seems like a never-ending battle. I haven't been here on this site because I feel so bad to complain so much and I know people get tired of hearing me always down and out. But I have no one to talk to. I'm trying so hard, really I am, but I just can't pull myself out of this hole that I'm almost buried alive in. I keep wondering what I did so wrong to be punished with such bad health and all the other problems that won't go away. Anyway, thank you for hearing me vent. I'm sorry to have bothered you all and wasted your time.
Thank you for reading my story. God bless everyone here and I pray you all have a wonderful, blessed day!! Remember to LUVGOD1...
