Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am going through some deep emotional problems right now and I don't know how to deal with them. I have Autism and get stressed easily by external stimuli. One thing that causes me to get over stimulated is my lack of companionship with the opposite sex. It may not seem like a big deal to an outsider looking in, but from my perspective it makes me really uncomfortable, and causes me to have panic spells. I have been praying for God to send me companionship, but no one has come, and it's causing me problems. Right now I am really overstimulated because all I want is a girl friend to spend time with. Mixed emotions are overwhelming me right now, and I just want it to stop. I want it to go away. I want my lady friend. It's so hard for me to focus, and redirect attention where it is needed, and I don't know what to do. I just want to go to sleep forever, and never wake up. This is a nightmare. I can't wake up from it. Why God. Why am I like this? I just want to wake up from this horrible nightmare. I just want this to be over. I just want to be held and told every things gonna be okay. :confounded: :bawling: :confounded: Please end my tears.
