Mimi T
Good and Faithful Servant
I will have to decide if to stay in my country or go overseas by plane for PRP injection into my spine and pelvis in early June, less than one month to go. I do not know which way is the best and whether I can tolerate the transportation. My friend who said can accompany me to go overseas but suddenly she said she was not ready to fly, so I wonder if I should cancel the book but that doctor is very experienced and the price is one third of the local doctor. Pray that God will give me wisdom and strength to handle it the right way. Baggages and transportation are the most challenging part when go overseas.
On the other hand, I am having severe insomnia and undergo high stress since 1 March I moved into the current bedroom in a 3 bed apartment, I faced alot of facilities problems, noise/smell problems and assaults from my current roommates, which disturb my sleep pattern and makes me feel very unsafe to sleep at nights here. I was considering to find a replacement so that I can move out. I have been sleeping at 4-6am and then woke up late like 12pm, but one or two times no sleep before. However, I have no income proof, and the rent is very expensive to afford a one bed apartment, so that I can rest each night without interruption from strangers whom I live with.
I felt many damages in my body and felt it really affect the recovery no matter physically or mentally. I am having depression, at night I felt the betrayal and mistreat from my family, ex boyfriend and his family and also my previous church going friends. I am ending up not dare to connect with any of them to avoid the mental depression.
I am seeing a counselor today but previously another counselor advised no medicine said it would not help much.
I have major decisions to make but I need sleep and rest, I need friends whom will not blocked my connection with them, mistreat or use me then throw me away, but can chat and walk with me, so that I will have support.
I pray all these in Jesus' name. AMEN!
On the other hand, I am having severe insomnia and undergo high stress since 1 March I moved into the current bedroom in a 3 bed apartment, I faced alot of facilities problems, noise/smell problems and assaults from my current roommates, which disturb my sleep pattern and makes me feel very unsafe to sleep at nights here. I was considering to find a replacement so that I can move out. I have been sleeping at 4-6am and then woke up late like 12pm, but one or two times no sleep before. However, I have no income proof, and the rent is very expensive to afford a one bed apartment, so that I can rest each night without interruption from strangers whom I live with.
I felt many damages in my body and felt it really affect the recovery no matter physically or mentally. I am having depression, at night I felt the betrayal and mistreat from my family, ex boyfriend and his family and also my previous church going friends. I am ending up not dare to connect with any of them to avoid the mental depression.
I am seeing a counselor today but previously another counselor advised no medicine said it would not help much.
I have major decisions to make but I need sleep and rest, I need friends whom will not blocked my connection with them, mistreat or use me then throw me away, but can chat and walk with me, so that I will have support.
I pray all these in Jesus' name. AMEN!
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