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lizowens
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My sweet friends and prayer warriors, as many times over the last year my hopes and dreams in my marriage restoration have been destroyed by the works of the enemy, and as usual I let him do his thing. I was so focused on Don and doing anything he required of me that I failed to see what was happening and I enabled him to use me over and over, and lie, decieve and abuse the love and faith I had in him, I have let this happen so much that this last week and a half I have been seriously fighting suicide...I cannot go on like this any longer...I need your prayers, I cannot hide it or lie about it anymore....I am broken, spiritually, mentally and emotionally while another lives my life with my husband, daughter and the light of my life, my grandbaby.
Please, cover me with prayer, I am desperately trying to seek a closer relationship with the Lord, but I find myself continually in the deepest pits of despair...I don't know what else to say, I need your prayers to help release me from the grips of the enemy and I just don't have the strength to do it alone, I know I have Jesus Christ by my side, but in the physical I am TOTALLY ALONE NOW...
Thank you so much for continueing to stand by me in my roller coaster of life and emotion....I pray for blessings in each of your lives abundantly...
Please, cover me with prayer, I am desperately trying to seek a closer relationship with the Lord, but I find myself continually in the deepest pits of despair...I don't know what else to say, I need your prayers to help release me from the grips of the enemy and I just don't have the strength to do it alone, I know I have Jesus Christ by my side, but in the physical I am TOTALLY ALONE NOW...
Thank you so much for continueing to stand by me in my roller coaster of life and emotion....I pray for blessings in each of your lives abundantly...